After weeks and weeks of sweat, Dance Uncensored '06 finally came to an end last nite. Kinda bittersweet as always.... having mild withdrawal symptoms now. I guess as humans, we hold dear what is close to our hearts, but all good things must come to an end. It may be my last dance nite so, yeah. Thoroughly enjoyed myself the past 2 nites... cause it reminds me of last year, my very first DU.... and i got to do it with my bestest pal yet again. so thats always good....

Gotta thank my partner Olea from Kissing a Fool, Celia the Slut and Xinwei my first love from The Ultimate Betrayal.... i do apologize if i made u girls fall suring those stunt carrying sessions... yeah, i am not so strong hehe. And also for accidentally bua-ing places where i am not suppose to bua.... erm yes. you know wat i mean.

To the Bingjia, Yanhe, Shawn and Jinxian, the guys from kissing a fool, good job y'all..... definitely not amateurs in my opinions. We have all improved tremendously since the first practice so be proud.

To the girls who help me put on my make up.... i cudnt have done it without you. So thanks to Aili, Xinli, Huizhi and Peichoo.

And to all other dancers that i have worked with, thank you for this memory, i will hold dear to my heart.

Lastly to my bestest friend Chazz for sharing this wonderful experience with me despite being a royal pain in the ass!! Smoking his lungs away, as well as mine from 2nd hand smoke.... hopefully we get to do this next year, thou that is highly unlikely.

So yeah, that's it for dance for now. Back to reality and studying. Cya folks for RAG!!



Me and the smoke-a-pack-a-day Chazz

The Guys from Kissing A Fool and choreo ChangChin

Arggggh!! Twins Effect!! (thanks for the contact lens tips)

The big family of the Ultimate Betrayal

The First Love and the Slut

Stages of A Woman's Life (plus their men)

i think i just realised something-- i'd always need something to fix.

i try to fix other people's problems, i try to fix their lives, i try to make everyone happy, hoping that by fixing someone else, it'll make me happy that i exist... But the truth is, it's me who needs fixing. but no one seems to get it.

I'd always need something to fix, and that's going to get me nowhere

French tutorial lesson with Nicolas Chaplin was a hoot! It always ends up being a place for him to demonstrate how unorthodox and politically incorrect he is.

Case in point being:

*insert french-accented English wherever appropriate*

"Technology is a very scary thing ah (he speaks singlish)! For example in India, 3/4 of the population are males. You noe why ah? Because when the women use western technology to see the sex of the bébé, they abort if it's a girl. So the government can either turn all the men gay, or all the men will fight for the girls ah!"

-Nicolas Chaplin, 20 March 2006

right. nuff said.
P/S: he lives at seletar air base... absolutely ridiculous... but super fun nonetheless.

I shall name today's entry ---- "Curiosity Killed The Cat"

As far as i could remember, my weight usually hovers around 65kg... 66kg MAX. Little did i know that middle-age weight problems would strike me so soon... and i had to be kaypoh enuff to discover this awful truth myself.

Day: March 17th
Time: 1305hrs
Venue: Arts Forum Free Heart and Blood screening

Me: Eh Robson, free one leh! Go leh go leh.
Robson: erm, dun want la, i wanna go library.
Me: Dun be a dick. Come accompany me.

3mins later...

Me: excuse me, i finished filling the form.
Medical officer 1: page 2 and 3 also?
Me: oh. there's a page 2 and 3?? Sorry sorry
MO1: it's ok boy, take your time ah, take your time.... (looks at me like i am some kinda freak who cant wait to do a health screening)

1min later while queueing up to have my height and weight taken...

Me: *spills water onto myself while taking a drink*
MO1: Relax ok boy, take your time ah, take your time (*uses the same look she gave previously*)

-note to self.... kill that damn bitch.

1min later...

MO2: take off your shoes and we will measure your height and weight.
Me: *steps onto machine*
MO3: 179cm.....
Me: *dammit i shrunk 1cm.... thats not good*
MO3: ..... SIXTY NINE POINT FIVE KG (thats 69.5 for those who are numerically challenged)
Me: i'm sorry, what??? 69kg? OH MY GAWD.
MO3: you forgot the point five.
Me: you dun say...

-note to self.... scrape previous thot.... kill ALL those damn bitches.

it's official.... i am fat. And for those who keep saying i'm not, tell that to that damn weighing machine.

nuff said

i am APPALLED by the disgusting ways we are destroying the earth.

1. my structural lecturer keeps printing and printing and REprinting the same sets of notes over and over.... because some asshole wants the newly amending powerpt slides, which changes every lecture. seriously. no shit. what is WRONG WITH U PPLE!! Stop asking him to print the same thing!! i can practically play photo-hunt with my notes.

2. the countless sets of Sunday Times that lie unread thats left outside my hall evey... well, sunday. It disgusts me so.... *i swear i can hear the trees in the amazon screaming for help right now*

3. if you wanna da bao from the dining hall, please make it a point NOT to take the spoons... i am sure u have ur own in your room. and try not to take the plastic bags.... its just a 3min walk back to your room.

4. the ignorant bigots in my block that SIMPLY REFUSE to off the air con in the lounge... and guess who has the previleged job of offing them for u? rhetorical question.... but seriously. off the farking air con.

i know i sound very angsty.... as a matter of fact i am. but the next time u complain how hot the weather is, or how crazy its raining when its not suppose to rain, think abt the time u photocopied notes on single side, think abt the time u on the air con when its already freezing outside, think of the time u read this post and chose to ignore it and then tell me whether u should be complaining or not in the first place.

Nuff said.

i am terribly excited about the coming june holidays.... seriously. i have so many plans. although all tentatively, it just sounds super exciting.

i decided to apply for the Asia version of The Amazing Race with my best friend.... it's franchised to AXN and will is gonna be the original format as the American version, but the prize money is reduced by to a tenth, US$100000. But it's still worth a shot i guess. SERIOUSLY hope i get selected.

I think i am also gonna apply for work and travel in USA thang. Always wanted to go there but never had the chance. Till now no one expressed interest in going together so probably i will be doing it alone, if i am gonna go for it. who knows, i may have a time of my life there. (PS whoever reads this and wanna go with me, TELL ME NOW)

If either of those 2 aint gonna work out, i guess i will be working, like for once, in my life. I dunno... i dun mind waiting tables, i dun mind working at Kino, i dun mind handing out towels at a gym.... seriously, i dun mind anything. i just wanna work.

OH and i am contemplating joining rag dance again, since the last experience was fan-freaking-tabulous. seriously. nothing beats the feeling of performing under the hot sun with body paint all over. budden, i dun wanna be lead anymore.... it's too much responsibility. and too much work... for a lazy ass person like me.

ok and this is totally non sequitter but dammit, Brokeback Mountain lost to Crash for Best Picture at the Oscars. i loved crash, but i guess i loved brokeback more..... Ang Lee was robbed! Bummer...

had a super relaxing day suntanning at the pool..... it feels so good just to laze ard, not using my brain, and get roasted. i mean, since the fortune teller said i need sun in my life, and the sun star is shinning especially bright in the year of the dog, i figured i could really use some sun to unscrew my screwed up life....

THANK GOD my prof decided to postpone the coming test till 2 weeks later. he's nice in this way... althou i seriously catch no ball for his lectures. the longer it drags the better for me man. hehe. den i can do other more pressing stuff.... like trying to figure out my screwed up life....