Sunday, October 31, 2010

swearing off all vices

i had a pretty hectic week.... nothing to do with work thou. haha. had to find halloween costumes in the sweltering heat on thurs with step and it was horrifying and traumatising. i aint searching for any more costumes ever again!!!

had a meeting up with my pri school friends at CMPB @Dempsey... contemporary melting pot and bar. not nice, dun go. atmosphere nice only. food sucks balls. i was pyscho analysed by my psycologist fren the entire nite. very stressed pls..... and they helped me figure out why i only indulge in ahem.... vices only during weekends....

"it's because u are stressed that u have no company during weekends.... that's why u always drink and ***** towards the end of the week. it happens to people who are usually single anyway"

oooh i didnt think abt it THAT WAY but.... make sense. for the record i am trying to cut down.... i am. seriously. i need to find me new hobbies to take up more time. wanted to go get a drink at TP but figured i will be drinking my sat away.... so i decided to go step's house to help them with the zhng-ing of costumes.
WHICH FAILED COMPLETELY because my question marks were made out of paper and when i sewed it to the costume which was stretchable and i wore it.... EVERYTHING TORE.... heng i only sewed a few if not really FML.... so i cleverly decided not to return the costume and vandalise it with marker instead. haha. sorry i very evil.

had to drag my sorry ass out of my bed and to cold storage on saturday morning to buy stuff to make tiramisu for andi's gathering... make make make until 130pm. den after that had to zhng my costume.... wah damn tired. finally done at 3plus and took a much needed nap... and it RAINED damn awesome. hahaha. cats and dogs and cows... totally loving the weather these few days.

Andi's house gathering was superbly fun. i wished i had a house of my own... it would be party central pls. and we ordered KFC YESSSSSSSSSSSSS so long never eat KFC. had a couple of drinks before the food came so i was pretty gone by the time i arrived at clarke quay to meet the dancers....

long story short... it was a nite of A LOT OF BOOZE.... booze until i quite scared. it was quite fun because i dun remember anything (truth be told i was already half gone when i entered the club)... it was quite liberating walking ard clarke quay in a body suit. and i think skin is super thick cos i asked a stranger to "zip up my back" at the carpark when i was changing. hahahah. And peter totally drove the 2 drunkards home. thanks pete!! zdy send me an emo sms after reaching home! hahaha.

so yeah. very haps halloween but no more i dun wanna dress up again. BU YAO LE. and i am tempted to not go zoukout anymore... fuck man i am damn bloody broke!!!!

Friday, October 29, 2010

Im in no position to say this but....

im sure there are millions of people out that who's had this worse than me.... but in all honesty, this has been a very bad year for me. yeah... sure i got promoted. that's the only redeeming thing but everything else seems to be crumbling. family matters, personal life, the world...

i see some places putting up christmas decorations and usually i would be feeling happy abt it.... but this time, all i could think about is "let this year end.... quickly pls. speed of light if possible". im not looking forward to the long weekend next week, not to Xmas or New Year, not to Nov 10, not to anything at all. nothing seems to excite me and i feel empty. i wished time would just fast forward to the day i die because then i dun have to waste time thinking abt the future.

Let's just hurry the fuck up and get 2010 over and done with shall we.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

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That's how im feeling for the past couple of months. i dunno what got into me. I remember i still had some form of motivation beginning of the year but lately, i just dun give a flying fuck anymore. i dunno if i hate my job or i just simply have no reason to live anymore.... i dunno..... you know what i wanna be if i had things my way?

BROADWAY ACTOR..... because all those theatre queens are so bloody gorgeous and i wished i was one of them angmohs. who wouldnt want to be surrounded by the beautiful? I've been stalking my couchsurfer's facebook friends and FARK ME.... those people are so fabulous they deserve to be SHOT.

feeling naughty

Sorry. this is so perverse and i LOVE IT

Sunday, October 24, 2010

i hate changes

hmmm one full week back at work. not as bad as i thot.... thou 2 of my closer colleagues are quitting so that makes ma a bit sad. but aiyah just gotta get used to it.

dun really feel like blogging about what i did cos most of them pictures can be found in FB... in a nutshell, went to arena twice in 2 days is not FUN at ALL pls. but "good" thing was i finally got to detox (ie puke) after more than 10months of not puking. and i almost died after consecutively sleeping at 5am on fri and sat. cannot man... cannot. i will fall sick like that.

anyway.... i kept getting a pop up for me to update my windows live today. so i got damn pissed i just click ok ok ok to everything. den NABEI FML now my fb is linked to my msn and all my status are linked here linked there i am very the dulanjiao now. tsk WHAT IS UP WITH ALL THIS LINKING HUH. iphone link to twitter link to fb link to youtube link link link link wanna link to my lanjiao or not?! ki siao pls. i mean i know we all have exhibitionist nature in us but this is getting a bit too far, too excessive and frankly ultimately redundant. and i dunno how the eff to undo this thing.... i just want my old msn backkkkkkkkk. :((((((

Sunday, October 17, 2010

enough

getting quite annoyed that there is still blood in my mucus and im still jet lagging after 3 days!!! SHO SCHWEEPY every minute of everyday.

been a busy few days after coming home. been to the gym twice and worked out damn fast both days cos i was too damn lethargic. met up with 8gz for dinner and drinks... gave them their panties and turns out CT and Alexis are indeed blerd sisters.... zdy have same wallet and almost-the-same BB. hahaha deffo the highlight of the nite laughing my ass off the too coincidental coindence. u'd better weeerrrk that blue wallet to its maximum potential honey.

had breakfast at Wildhoney with weiwei, skee and qy this morning and it was nubbad. i was tempted to get myself a glass of wine until qy looked and me and said "isnt it too early for alcohol?" erm... yah u are right. haha. den i had to rush to Yan Palace for dimsum with the family but i was already too damn full from my English breakfast. came home, attempted to nap in the extreme heat. it was not fun man. WHY SO HOT. nabei... den went to grandma's house for dinner.

cant believe im gonna dance AGAIN. i hope it wun be a big mistake. i can already imagining whining 2 weeks into it.... but i guess this is one of those things i have to do. for myself. cos... i need to dance. but SERIOUSLY? 10 to 12am? really? fark me man....

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Finally Im done.

So finally, 18 days in the US. A single man, no less. I actually made it. hahaha. I highly doubt i will be blogging about it. It would be too much of a chore....

Couchsurfing was really quite fun. I was initially quite skeptical about this whole thingamajig.... but I ended up spending 2 days each at 2 different homes which were both super nice. Bob was a property agent so of cos his house was like prime property at Colombus Circle. my god he had a door man for crying out loud. I bet his condo was at least 3 to 4mil... Kenway stayed at the theatre district, naturally. He has been part of the ensemble for Wicked for the past 6 years.... haha sucks to be him. His was a studio-ish apartment which he decorated so nicely. i was too lazy to take photos but omg it was so cosy. (go youtube kenway kua i swear he ROCKS. He even tried out for SYTYCD twice but didnt make it both times. TRAVESTY!!)

I got to see NYC, Washington DC and Boston. Frankly speaking i liked all of them but the east coast seriously takes themselves too seriously. All these freaks in their power suits looking high and mighty, and when they jog, they actually sprint (overachiever much?).... sometimes they even run in rain. chill out man. i feel tired just looking at them exercise. Food was of cos amazing. I had my fair share of fastfood and fine dining. Wendy's rock....

NYC certainly is a city that never sleeps. You can find things to do anytime of the day. and if all else fails.... u can always people watch at central park. I think everyone should at least go to the Big Apple once in their life.... i mean.... ITS NEW YORK CITY!! DC was just massively sprawled.... the monuments, the buildings which gets tiring after a while..... i mean how many of those can u see in a day? hahhaa. But food was good too. Boston.... i was staying with the hostess with the most-est Winnie Ong in her shoebox apartment (as she quite aptly named it). I havent spoken to her since sec school but very recently reconnected with her at a fren's house party and found out she just moved 2 blocks away from me. She coincidentally went back to Boston around the same time i was visiting so that worked out well. Boston was charming and was also the only city i havent got my bearings correct at the end of the trip (dang it).

Bob said to me "it says a lot about a person who is so adventurous and willing to put himself out there for 18 days in a foreign city. How confident and sure he is about himself"....... well i wouldnt exactly put it THAT way since it wasnt by choice that i was travelling alone hahaha. but ok i'll take that as a compliment.

So yes. i did it (without breaking down which i half expected i would)! *pat on back. But seriously thou i dun think i EVER wanna travel alone anymore. been there done that.... not as fun as i expected it would be. maybe for shorter trips but my gosh 18 days is far too long. waiting for my plane back to Spore now at Mustafa Centre aka Doha airport and i cant WAIT to taste my father's CHAR KWAY TEOW MEE when i get home today fark meeeeeeeee. i wanna eat it nowwwwww.

Will be home soon my friends.... soon soon.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Retail therapy is really quite deadly

Damage done:

15 Victoria Secrets undies
Peter thomas roth lash and brow enhancer
2 MIT t shirts and 2 car decals
American Apparel underwear
1 Coach handbag, 1 wallet, 2 wristlets
1 DKNY shawl
3 Polo Ralplh Lauren Polo T

those are for other people. mine is less but so much moreeeee expensive:

1 Gucci Wallet
1 pair of YSL sneakers
American Apparel Tshirt and singlet


i think i have spent almost a 1000USD on shopping ALONE and i have yet to buy souveniers for colleagues. FARKKKKKK ME. oh and yes i am still hoping to buy myself that 268USD fossil bag.... which i think i will just pass.... I AM SO BROKE anyone who owes me money pls own up. thanks.