Unbreakable

Remember that film directed by M Night Shyamalan (back when he was still credible) about one dude who's unbreakable and the other with horrible hairstyle who is?

"I am unbreakable." That was what i used to think of myself. I exercise without warming up. I dance without warming up. I do weights without warming up.

Dear friends, big mistake pls. Everyone is breakable. Case in point, myself. I dunno what is up with my body but it has been giving me a lot of problems. My knee popped not too long ago, playing badminton. it was the most innocent jump and smack, but "popped" went the weasel... or my knee to be specific. I have made an appointment in August to go see specialist..... im worried that it might require operation.

Some months back i was dancing doing the simplest of move. and i dislocated my right wrist. I KNOW RIGHT. how lame is thatttttt. gives broken wrist a whole new meaning.... and very apt as well.

Then couple days ago. i went to the gym and did shoulder shrugs... i think i must have pulled some muscle in my neck.... the same night i probably slept in some weird position to worsen the strain... Woke up in the morning... everything was ok, until i went home. It turned out to be the WORST PAIN i've ever felt in my neck.... It was so painful i had to take painkillers before i slept.

I had to do everything in slo-mo. Cannot laugh, cannot cough, cannot blow my bose, cannot bend down to brush teeth and rinse mouth. IT WAS TORTUROUS. Halfway thru the night, at 255am to be precise, the pain got so bad i woke up. I wanted to go get more painkillers but HORROR of HORRORSSSS i cant even sit up on my bed... one small movement will cause the pain to worsen. So i freaked the shit out cos i tot im paralysed or something. I was this close to screaming out for my parents.... thank god i found some angle to ROLL myself out of bed and wobbled to get the meds.... it was literally the scariest feeling, to not be able to move.

then i suddenly realised, when i get old, and if im still single.... i might just die in my bed and NO ONE WOULD KNOW. and that thought saddens me as much as it is scary. So i think i'll make it a point to put my phone beside my bed, risk radiation just so i know i can call someone if i really am dying in my bed. (here's looking at u fhfl)

Gahhhh, my neck is still stiff after 2 days. FML.