worst luck EVER

*latest update
my comp is officially crazy.... it is working again..... why does it have to tease me like this.... make me live in uncertainty and fear..... fear that one morning when i wake up it will show me the blue screen of death again....
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my god i am having the worst computer year EVER..... my comp just crashed again for the 3rd time this sem..... i dunno wat the hell's wrong with it. KAN NI NA!!!! heng i backed up all my work after the horrible incident one week ago.... (wait it hasnt even been one week. that was only5 days back!!!) otherwise i i have to redo my traffic project which i just finished literally minutes ago, i will just break down and CRY!!!! nA BEI!!!! how issit possible that a new hard disk can just crash 2 times in 1 month>??? i dun fucking believe it.

nows a really good time for me to start reading my fyp books since i have 0 entertainment left...

Nostlagia

Random youtube-ing led me to remember those days when i was still a geeky teen trying to be hip and cool with copious amounts of gel lumped into my hair,

being the New Kid on the Block changing classes after the first 3months due to my disatrous higher chinese grades,

to the days when david beckham (yes that was 100years ago) came to my school and created such a fiasco and me chasing him around like some mental stalker.... in fact the whole school turned into IMH for one day with crazy pple running around.....

to the days when western food was the only food i'd eat,

when i would actually WANT to wear my tie cos my uniform actually looks the best out of the entire country and is wearable to orchard road,

and of cos to the days when we memorised mass dances as if they were our religion and always look forward to the next opportunity to dance all 6 (i think) out

and then i saw this....



6 years on, and i finally realised VJC massdance actually looks like shit. WAHAHAHA. retarded.

hopefully 10 years from now, future VJCians wun be dancing to the electronic beats of Savage Garden's I Want You.... That would truly be so last millenium and so so tragic. LOL!!!

of disappointment and motivation

My final initiation was that of utter chaos, zero respect, no coordination and total lack of discipline, both with the seniors and juniors.... which makes me disappointed. Somehow i can't help but feel disappointed with a lot of things lately in hall.....

and i can't find motivation to do anything these days.... i wished there was a place, like a supermarket that sells motivation and you can buy it and everything will be fine. Seems like i work better with deadlines or when i am super stressed.

big fat sigh

UPDATE (part vingt et un)

Woots!

1. Life after Design Project has been quite relaxed..... but i still wake up at 8am everyday. Dunno why. I feel guilty if i wake up too late.... Everyday wake up, on computer, look for information for projects, read readings, go for lunch dates, come back for afternoon naps.... maybe exercise. stare the the computer for longer periods of time. haha. exciting right! Next time no one eat lunch with you, please call me

2. Being freer basically means i can go for more career talks.... which has started since school reopened....and i only knew about their existence last week..... But then again i wouldnt have time to go before. And its quite interesting.... Like i was about 1m away from the ex Minister of Finance for Philippines, who is now the Asia Pac chair for Credit Suisse. When he said "i've joined Credit Suisse for about 2 years now. Before that i was the Minister of Finance in the Philippines", you can almost hear the collective gasp in the audience.

Aiyah but then again, the whole LT was filled with heaps and mounts of people, i doubt they will even consider a mediocre student like me.... and i'm not really interested in bank jobs anyway, even thou they pay you copious amounts of money. I'm just hoping the hospitality thing will work out.....

3. Dance Reflections Hybrid performance this Saturday!!! Super excited! In need of some arty farty elements in my life right now.

4. My blogspot account is in CHINESE!!!! i tried changing it but it always comes out the next day!!! WHY????

5. My space bar is semi spoilt. I dunno why god is torturing my beloved comp. First hard disk crashed..... then cd rom drive almost died.....now he is trying to take away my space bar.... boo hoo. so please excuse me if my messages in msn looksomethinglikethis because my space bar is in a semi-conscious state right now....

Yeap thats basically it for now...... reminder: no lunch dates please call me!!! i very free!!!!

Missing the good times

Somehow, this was the best combination anyone can have..... great food, fantastic company. That's what i needed. Thanks for coming and hope to see you guys soon again!

To go or Not to go?

Been struggling with the idea of going or not going to D&D this year..... Yes ok fine, it's my final year.... but i hate it that i have to do stuff just because i am final year..... I mean you might as well say.... "oh it's your final EOGM... or It's your final election rally, you HAVE TO GO"..... that's just stupid.

All the signs are pointing to me not to go.... i have lessons on friday till 9 which i dun exactly feel like skipping.... 50bucks plus buying costume stuff after spending nearly 200bucks fixing my comp, erm no thanks. And somehow, i just dun feel like going.....

ok, D&D was fun.... the first 2 times.... but to do it another time would be.... how should i say this.... overkill. I mean i wouldnt even have gone last year if not for the fact that my ex-bitch paid the 50bucks for me..... i just dun get why cant we just wear proper clothes.... Plus i dun think i would be able to top this:

ok.... i think i have made my decision.... i'm.... not going. *shocker* let's just leave it as it is.... SORRY my fellow FYFs. Good luck and have fun!

It's Britney BITCH

My girl is back with a vengeance!!! WOots.... althou it sounds like Umbrella with the incessant repeating of words (Umbrella ella ella eh eh eh)... but this song is FIERCE hahah!!!! Loves it!

this is one of the funniest shit i have ever seen....thanks weiwei!~~~~

NOT DEAD YET!!!

YAY my Design Project presentation is FINALLY over!!! *big sigh of relief*....phew. after a few days of non stop, midnite burning... we finally managed to compile a losuy first draft and a pretty decent presentation.....I actually cut short my mother's birthday lunch on saturday, came back to school to work with my team members from 1230pm all the way to Sunday 8am.... i nearly fainted. Now we just need to do some changes and we can submit the final draft in!!!! YAY!!!

but big BOOOO to still being laptopless.... the computer room is basically my 2nd home right now. Apparently there is something wrong with my cd/cdrom drive that prevents it from being rebooted. ta ma de. very not used to being without my laptop... its like i'm vulnerable.... and naked... ok maybe not naked but u get my point. Considering buying a new laptop if the repairing costs too much.... see how la.

Been missing out on IBG.... quite a lot. And it saddens me that i am absent from it most of the time... Due to design project and late nite classes, didnt manage to play frisbee one last time.... in fact i only played in year 1 cos Jimmy was nice enuff to put me in court and didnt play in year 2 or 3 simply becos i was too damn lousy at sports.... and not really into IBG as a whole. hmmm oh well.... we can't have everything can we??

Looking forward to thursday for Bash and friday to submit my final draft for the project and then i can kiss my fat ass goodbye to those losers!!!! haha