Horrible... my bioclock

It's funny how people say i always look very happy during exam time... like i am super not stress.... well, althou i dun LOOK stress, i think sub consciously, the exams are taking a toll on me physically and psychologically...

Last nite, i went to bed at 140am cause i promised myself to sleep before 2am everyday.... and i thought i was quite tired... den around 3am, in a semi-conscious state, i can feel my tonsils and the back of my throat becoming super itchy. My brain and my thoughts were like racing... and my body just started feeling very itchy in general... like a million ants were crawling on my body.... but i just couldn't wake up. ok it sounds quite disgusting but thats the best i can describe it....

in the end i force myself to wake up, go pee and shower, praying that the stupid itch on my body and in the throat will stop... ok the body thing was fine but the throat was just super irritating. In the end i can't sleep after this fiasco so i went to the fridge to get my stupid Carlsberg, and watched the downloaded episode of Amazing race which i promised to watch the following morning before my 1pm paper..... the beer REALLY helped and i'm glad i stocked up in the first place....

i woke up at 10pm instead of 830am which i originally planned cos i didnt plan on studying anymore. When i did wake up, i felt like a truck ran me over and an elephant stomped on me.... it was qutie a terrible night of sleep.... in an attempt to wake myself up, i went to draw money, buy 8days at co-op, buy brunch, ate brunch while watching half an episode of Grey's and consequently went back to sleep somemore... all in a short span of 2 hours, before i woke up again to take my exam.... which went quite well actually.

Argh so yes... it was a horrible nite... i still have 4 more cans of beer which i intend to drink tonight, tmr nite, sunday nite and monday nite when ALL MY FREAKIN PAPERS are over... just nice.

Side note: i think i should be in arts instead of engine cos i ROCKED in all my essay papers. (i hope i dun jinx it)

Number of papers i have taken in my lifetime

Primary School

Primary 1 to 3 (English, Maths, Chinese)
3 subjects x (2SA + 2CA per year) x 3 years = 36

Primary 4 to 5 (English, Maths, Chinese, Science)
4 subjects x (2SA + 2CA per year) x 2 years = 32

Primary 6 (English, Maths, Chinese, Science)
4 subjects x (2CA + 1 prelim + 1 PSLE) x 1 year = 16

Secondary School

Sec 1 to 2 (English, Maths, Science, Geography, History, E. Lit, Higher Chinese)
7 subjects x (2SA + 2CA per year) x 2 years = 56

Sec 3 (English, EMaths, AMaths, Physics, Chemistry, Geography, History, Higher Chinese)
8 subjects x (2SA + 2CA per year) x 1 year + 1 Chinese prelim + 1 OLevels = 34

Sec 4 (English, EMaths, AMaths, Physics, Chemistry, Geography, History, Higher Chinese)
8 subjects x (2CA + 1 prelim + 1 OLevels) = 32

Junior College

J1 (Maths, FMaths, Econs, Physics, GP, Chinese AO)
6 subjects x (2 common tests + 1 mid year + 1 promo) x 1 year = 24

J2 (Maths, FMaths, Econs, Physics, GP)
5 subjects x (2 common tests + 1 mid year + 1 Prelim + A Levels) = 25

University

Considering i have already taken 30 including this sem and 29 either examinable or CA based
29 modules x (1 mid term + 1 Final Paper) = 58

Which makes a grand total of *drum rolls* 313!!! and thats just a conservative estimate since i have 5 test per french module and we all know CAs are basically a cumulative of a couple of small tests.

So please forgive me if i feel jaded and tired and absolutely xian... i think i have earned the right.

UPDATE!!! (part neuf)

1. sorry for the lack of updating. been really busy.... busy with everything but studying. i also dunno what i am busy abt... sleeping, tv, eating, surfing the web for the latest gossip. i know i should be shot dead... i am doing everything BUT studying. which is crazy.... but i feel nothing. i just wanna leave the country. fast.

2. everyone in my wing is either dead, or gone, or non-existent. Chongyunn went back Msia cos he only has 1 (!!! Quel Horreur!!) paper, which is on the 5th. Arthur is like Weimin part 2.... my neighbour yet i know NOTHING abt him.... Nicky is perpetually locked in his room.... Chazz, Chazz is non-existent right now. And our dearest ah Tiong Mr Pengzhi is always wit his gay buddy from 1st floor.... i feel so farking alone.

3. Nus is like majorly catching pple who are downloading movies. HENG ah i only dl drama series.... Huiting, TzuQing, Arthur and Jinxian... all kena fined 200bucks. aHhh copyright infringement!!! i just learnt that in Engineering Professionalism!!! Not all we learn is useless... apparently. if i got caught, i would not be a happy camper.

4. i just made 3 new frens from sheares.... they shouted across on sunday and asked for my name and added me on msn... actually i am only talking to one guy... and he asked me to run with him ard nus just now.... and i did. i died about 4 times.

5. Having beaucoup de problemes with geotechnical engineering.... Coulomb and Rankine should just DIE!!! no, wait, they already did.... althou i was hoping sooner. Incroyable!!!

6. hooked onto Alizee's Moi Lolita... its quite an old song but Mr siwei sent it to me all the way from Carl's Jr (ok, karlsruhe) Germany. And it's tres chic!! me love!!!

ok thats all from me now, dun think i can update this thing till the end of my exams.... which is 4th dec. Everyone, let's pray for Cheong Chye....

Just for fun...

I have been thinking these couple of days... i'm 23. I still have NO idea what i wanna do in future... i dun wanna build some building, only to have it collapse a few days later... i dun wanna be a teacher that ends up on the cover of some newspaper convicted for paedophilia.... and i certainly do not want to do banking related stuff. I guess i could open a restaurant and be the head chef myself... but then again the only thing that i can make is a decent tiramisu.

And then it hit me. I REALLY wanna be a male model! Like seriously! i think i've said this before and i'll say it again. I think i can stomp the runway and create my own wind.



D&G Fall Collection '06



Life of a Supermodel... omg total himbos



And i threw in this commercial because Nicole Kidman is sooo fabulous and i could so be Rodrigo Santoro. hehe right.

Ladies and Gentlemen...

Mr Freaky Ziggy is Officially 23!! WOOT!
Thanks to those who cared!!! I appreciate it very much. Seriously.

below are just some of the celebration that has been goin' on:








Thanks again peeps!

Return of the Boyband (altogether now.... *GASP*)

Return of the Boyband??

Yes... seriously, Return of the Boyband.

I saw online that there was this show called "Return of the Boyband" showing on MTV... and me being me, gasp at the thot of cheesy ballads, synchronised moves and nifty dance steps. "Noooooo. This CAN'T be true" was my first thought.... this, i gotta see.

Apparently, 5 members from 5 boybands of yesteryears decided that they deserved more than their long expired 15 mins of fame and came out with the idea of forming, well, a boyband again. The 5 very thick skinned "boys" are, Bradley from SClub7, Dane Bowers from Another Level, Danny Wood from New Kids on the Block (who is 37 by the way), Lee from Steps and Jimmy Constable from 911. And apparently they have a combined sales of 87 million cds. ya, right. whatever.

Seriously. my goodness. this is like a recipe for instant bad tv right? And after much searching on the internet, this show is actually called "Totally Boyband" in UK and Lee was sacked even before their debut single was out cos of "differences with the band manager"!! LOL!!

Whoever said boybands are back in fashion, is seriously disturbed. And that coming from an ex-backstreetboys/NSYNC/Westlife/Blue-lover, says something dun ya think? WAHAHA. can someone say L for LOSER????

CULTURE NITE '06!

Culture Nite '06 was such a blast!!! It was officially my last dance before taking a 8 month hiatus from dancing.... Awww. Seriously. I miss dancing so much!!! And althou we had some diffculties at the start, but the dance took shape (finally) days before the performance. Wow has it really been 3 years since "Wo de bu dao ni de ai qing"?? Fuck i'm old. And i will be even older by this time next week!! hahaha!!! WOOT!

Thanks to all dancers for giving me the time of my life the past 2 1/2 years. Dancing is my passion and i hope i'll be able to do this while i am in France as well. Join some funky french hip hop club. Wahahaha. (wah piang there's either something wrong with my comp or blogspot seriously needs some maintenance... uploading photos is taking forever now while i'm writing this)

Oh i'm gonna pay for my air tickets tmr already! And since i got 3000bucks from the NUS SEP award, the air ticket is basically like... free!!! and i can even sponser someone to fly over to visit me!! wahhaa, ya right i would.... ORRRR it could mean that my hostel fees are free, OR it could mean that i can eat really good food for 6 months, ORRRRRR i get to buy 100pairs of Birkenstocks there to last me a lifetime!! oooohhh thinking about that makes me all hot and flustered.... heighten anxiety. WHHAHAHA. i am not as worthless as i think i am!!