Friday, September 01, 2006

Seriously.... need to be so stressed anot?

Just finished day 1 of dance audtions and i must say the turnout was INCREDIBLE... almost 50 pple flooded the dance room! Happy to see familiar faces from rag and my block!!

What was shocking thou was how stressed most of them were.... to some of them, getting into dance is like do or die. While i admire their passion, i do think there is something wrong somewhere, when one gets so stressed to the point where one has to walk out of the dance room halfway thru the auditions (trying very very hard not to be name names). I mean... need to be so stressed or not? Take a chill pill people!! Dance is supposed to be fun wat, not like its exams or wat.... when i auditioned 2 years back, i was really having a great time... dunno la. haha

I was just thinking, if i wasnt going for SEP, would i be running for Dance Comm.... but in the end, i decided that i better not. After attempting to cultivate some leadership potential in me during my term as Blk comm back in year 1, i finally realised that i suck at leading people. I hate leading and i am really really bad at it. Dance IS my passion, but i just dun wan it to self destruct under my leadership, or lack thereof. I would kill myself if it ever happens... so i better not take the chance eh? Sometimes wanting just aint enuff eh? Maybe when i come back in year 4 la.... but then again, maybe not.

On a totally unrelated note, i have a disfigured lip. No, i did not get it from intense french kissing and love making. Althou i hope that was the case. Yes, that's dried blood you are seeing, not food stain. No, it doesnt hurt.... its just swollen. And yes, i did indeed get it from playing frisbee. Someone bumped into me. Argh. So much for wanting to be active eh? ta ma de. NO MORE FRISBEE MAN.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

your last paragraph was damn funny la... sigh... y you hafta go SEP... when u come back, CHEONG CHYE FOR DANCE COMM! *clap clap clap clap clap* CHEONG CHYE FOR CHOREO! *clap clap clap clap clap* heeeee....