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One of those i-just-wanna-stay-in-my-room moods again. so it's blogging time again!!!

I finally, FINALLY went for a jog yesterday evening. I always had this image in my mind, me, running in the beautiful woods, wind in my hair, dirt on my feet, me sweating my ass off and glistening in my perpiration looking my sweaty best in the middle of spring.... yes daydreaming got the best of me.

You see I havent ran since.... oh, december?? and i thought genetics would help me run like i did during army days (my mum plays netball and badminton, my dad plays basketball and badminton and my sis, netball and volleyball), BUT of course, i was totally in denial and the truth was the complete opposite....

i got stitch halfway thru the run, i didnt have proper running shoes, my legs itched from what i think were the bugs, and the friggin heatrash made an ominous presence.... i couldnt catch my breath and i basically stopped after probably... 2.4km. THAT SUCKS ASS.

i realised i becoming round... like even my stomach that used to be a tyre for motorcycle has grown to gargantuan proportions (ie. monster truck size). No thanks to the carbo i have been downing since i came here. At least 2 bread a day... and all the pasta shit. I feel so heavy...

And i dunno why but my feet has become really smelly these days.... it wasnt like this when i first came... so i went to google and since this wasnt a problem before, i could only narrow down to 1. Hormonal changes or 2. Stress.... which is really worrying since i dun think i am a woman... and that leads to STRESS!!!!

how can i be stressed??? i self-study barely 4 hours a week!!! IT MUST BE THE FRENCH PPLE WHO ARE STRESSING ME OUT!!!! argh. And after the easter break, i would have mondays and tuesdays 8 to 6pm lessons with 2 hour lunch break and basically no more free days (*gasp*). The timetable is so sick it makes me wanna gag and puke. i really dread going to class now. it's not fun, at all.