Sunday, April 06, 2008

of regrets

it's coming to an end.... i can feel it. During this period of emo-ing.... there are a couple of things i regret never acheiving...

i regret i was never part of dance comm, or dance chair for that matter, for various reasons..... i didnt do it in year 1 cos i was in blk comm, and i didnt really know what dance comm was about anyways. I decided to give myself a break in year 2 of all the comms cos blk comm really drained me out.... i didnt do it in year 3 cos i was going to be away for SEP. And in year 4, i decided i was going to be too busy with my work. And looking back, all these were just excuses....

i regret shutting myself out and distancing myself from 2nd floor the first half of this year, because i didnt know how to interact with pple 3 years younger than me... and i know it would be harder for myself to leave hall, if i became too attached to them.... and this is showing right about now. I will miss them. Sometimes i wished i was 3 years younger, or they were 3 years older. This has been the best bunch of pple since year 2... and i regret not knowing them better. But thank god i met dismas, whom i consider a brother i never had and sebas, the best neighbour i have thus far.

time flies and we will never get the past back. Seize the moment. Be who you are. Do what you love. Do what you think is right. And then, you will not have any regrets.

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