i havent been blogging for the longest time.
today i had my div teambuilding. i was the one who single-handledly made this shit happen.
we had a TONNE of fun. i love my colleagues even if i dun normally hang out with them.
i feel like im being paid like shit....... i dun think i shud be staying here for the rest of my life considering this is my FIRST JOB.
i dun love my job but i dun hate it either. i do for the sake of doing.
i am at a cross road cos if i wanna JUMP SHIP i shud JUMP right after june.....
i wanna do something radically different. i even went online to google "how to become a sommelier".
pple have been approaching me up down left right centre to go join them.
HOWEVER
I DUNNO WHAT I WANT but i definitely know what i DUN WANT.
which is to be an engineer.
so how..... I DUNNO WHAT TO DO....... i need $$$$$ and i need some ideas.
I WANNA GO OVERSEAS..... do some menial job.... get minimum wage..... bump off pple's accoms and see what's next..... BUT I HAVE NO GUTS..................
why must it be so difficult.......
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it's not tough. but they call this a Leap of Faith for a reason =)
Since you already know what you DUN want to do, you should just go explore, go for interviews and give other vocation a serious thought. only then would you know what you may lack in order to jump ship and perhaps start studying or training yourself for another job. it's never too late =)
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