HOLY SHIZZBALLSS!!!!

Can i just say that i am jizzin' in my pants right now with the release of this poster. It is finally happening. 10 years in the making. Totally cant wait. *screamssssss (pun intended) in delight

i am human

i make mistakes
i am human
i am human
i am human

gotta love this

It's the first time....

the accumulation of work, the sudden increase in workload, the i-dunno-where-the-hell-to-get-this-info-from-but-i-need-it-now panic attacks. i literally could not concentrate for about 30mins. my head was in a whirlwind of i'm-so-dead and stab-me-now thoughts. i got so afraid of hearing my phone ring. everyone suddenly wants work from me which i cannot for the love of god, produce. there isnt any to-do-list anymore.... cos everything seems to be priority number 1. for that 30mins, i had a massive headache. i stood up, i walked ard. i didnt know what to do and i was this close to bursting out in tears.

can i just say. fuck work. all i wanna do now is eat my macadamia nut brittle..... and oh yeah. no alcohol tonite.

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ladies and gents. i only have 2 hands, 2 legs, 1 brain and 9 hours at work. u cant expect me to work beyond those limits.

and i also have a life outside of work. deal with it.

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Here we go again!

i knew shit was coming at work. but i didnt expect it to come so quickly. everyday was spent trying to answer emails, trying to get figures for different people, seiving thru files for information i've never seen before, thinking of ways to get them faster, easier. by the time i am done replying emails, its time to go home and i dun even have time to do my proper work. i even brought home a file to read thru cos i dunn wtf is going on.....haih. sibei sian. And its not helping that some other people are totally playing taichi and asking me to do things which i am not supposed to be doing. please take some responsibility, u earn more than me so kindly do the same proportion of work that entitles ur to ur pay. thank u very much.

The weekend was alright i suppose. today marks the 8th day i've been drinking consecutively. Acoholics count their number of sober days. i count those where i am intoxicated. gotta love that. had a great time with ah wei last nite. Caught Mao's Last Dancer.... totally inspirated to dance ballet.....and then realising that i am probably too old. DAMMIT. my mama shud have just sent me for ballet classes when i was young cos piano is just TOO BORING. yeah nothing much to update.

yay saturday is may day... dad's going malaysia to visit my aunt and mama's gonna go stay with my aunt's for the weekend. have the house to myself budden everyone is having exams. so sad.  looks like its gonna be me entertaining myself with lots of boooooze. oh and yes....one day off in lieu. so happy pls.

pretty bored nowadays..... COME TALK TO ME IF U ARE ONLINE!!!
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wooohoooo my sis and brother in law are going australia for holiday for 10 over days so i get to use their car!!! ahahaha. Now i can help alexis bitch move house. u better buy me booze u biatch.

All signs are pointing towards

receiving some good news in May/June. Hopefully i'm not counting ma chickens before the eggs hatch.... dun wanna jinx it. Any good news now would be nice, a perk me up to an otherwise dismal first quarter into the new year.

PLEASE LET THIS BE TRUE.

Things to buy

1. undies
2. brown working shoes
3. white work shirt
4. headphones for mp3 player
5. manbag spotted at raffles place
6. vodka, southern comfort, rum, tequila
7. work pants?

and i totally went to the gym just now. cos i am determined to get back into shape and my gymming schedule. so proud of myself pls. but my knees and ankles are giving way again... maybe i shud stick to just weights.... hmmmmmmmm

dead meat

before i start anything.... i received an sms first thing in the morning. MY BOSS GAVE BIRTH. fml. cos that means i amthe next most "experienced" person in my dept (althou not in rank) and i am probably gonna die the next 4 months at work. a bit worried. but. fuck this shit i can do this.

so the past week i was back for command twice, hall and block. 2nd time i've done it. and it gets more boring each time i am back.... dun think i have a reason to be back after next year. if i am even interested the next time that is.

Friday went window shopping with khalid. and sorta decided we are going to east coast of USA for holidays in August. hopefully it comes through. god knows i need a freaking holiday stat. after that we went to a super dodgy bar which we left right after taking our drink and headed to tp for beer before going to Maxwell to eat ORH JIAN!!! damn satisfying pls.... i think i shud really get back to my gymming schedule now that DU is over. no more reason not to exercise... otherwise all these binge eating will just.... make me die younger which i already suspect will happen after 10 years. i swear.

Gotta go home early cos... i have public service swimming meet the next morning. wake up at 7am please... what the shitty shit. really itchy backside go and sign up for swimming competition. ma de. I tot all civil servants would be like fat and pudgy..... OH GOD NO SO WRONG PLEASE. the gurkhas from home affairs, the commandos and NDU's from mindef and then the pe teachers from MOE..... KNN ALL GOT ABS ONE PLEASE>>>>> i got a shock of my life. ji pai si liao.....sure kena thrashed..... hahahha.

i took part in the 50m free and 50m breast, banking on my youth and IHG experience to make me not look so malu. in the end i got 10th and 9th placing for free and breastroke, out of 16 swimmers... OK LA not so bad right..... mid of the pack. gotta love that. i've still got it ok..... not that old. go and buy 4d please 3183 and 4012.... my timings. hahahha.

went home and step came over to make her flirtinis and saketinis for the night's party..... and then the most gg thing happened. her champagne was rolling around in her car and i didnt know so it just exploded like a premature ejaculation and splashed ALL OVER MY KITCHEN CABINETS...... and my mother was right beside me witnessing this hot mess..... KNNNNNNN. 1/3 bottle of champagne gone like that..... wasted please. and that bitch left me to clean up the mess.... so sad. destined to be a househusband here.

went to nap and got a call from her to "go and get ready i am coming to pick u up in 30mins" it was 6 and we were supposed to meet at 745. KI SIAO so early please..... followed her to go find dwirty boy at swissotel. got free ice to chill our poisons du jour so not complaining. surprisingly we were on the dot, reaching Aromas of Inda at Novena for dinner with the 8gz people. and the rest were, even more surprisingly, not that late. yay. i influenced them to be on time pls.

We've always dined at western food places so we decided to be adventurous and try indian food this time.... i really loved the food at Aromas of India!! (althou some of them thot the spices were too strong).... whacked dunno how many servings of butter chicken curry and garlic/butter/plain naan.... and chicken tikka masala and lamb kebab and dunno what other meaty things..... overload. hahah. i loved it. SO WHERE ARE WE GOING TO NEXT TIME?! french/turkish/morrocan/ spanish??!?

after that huang alibaba, step and i decided to bring them to Marina Barrage cos they have never been there.... me too actually and i thought the nite view would be fantastic..... and it was!!! check out the view please:

too bad there were so many random people there.... still managed to find our own booth at the dam. whipped out our drinks and drank ourselves silly..... thou personally i would still prefer drinking in dance room. not because i cannot move on.... but because of the aircon, music and toilet. but watever. we ran out of drinks cos alexis bitch was so smart and brought along wine with a cork head but didnt bring wine opener. bitch. so we have to call it an early nite at 1130pm *so gay.... as the others looked like they needed some rest....(which in fact they didnt cos they went back hall and drank again WITHOUT ME. so sad.) can u say POTONG STEAM. totally lacklustre... and to think i spent more than a month planning this shit. bitches.

so yeah. that's it. over. to compensate the sobriety i was experiencing the entire sat nite, i decided to get my self drunk on sunday afternoon..... by myself. eating cashew nuts and watching tv.... it's 9pm and i am still slightly... light headed. gonna make me some drinks later again so i can sleep like a baby later..... get ready for 4 months of hell at work.

On a seperate note..... i totally NEED to go shopping. i need to buy new undies (cos the old ones are getting too loose and giving me wedgies).... i need new brown working shoes cos my beloved pointy pedros literally have a hole in the soles..... on both sides. so sad cos i really really love those shoes and they are no longer producing them. i can only wear them on days i THINK wun rain.... otherwise my socks are gonna get waterlogged. i am also still in search of that PERFECT white crisp long sleeve shirt which is going to give me more professional credibility. and also cos all my white shirts are either too old/stained/boring. FML. WHERE IS MY BONUS FARKING HELL.

oooh and i finally asked my mama if alexis can stay with us for like 1 week after exams. and she said YES!!!!! SO HAPS PLEASE!!! cannot take it. we are so gonna thrash my house cos my mama is going to malaysia the same weekend she is moving in. CANNOT WAIT. hahahhaha.

lastly..... yeah. ultimately, i love u, u bitch. falling to pieces indeed.....

i wished....

u come in a toy version so i can bring u back home.

alas.... it will never be meant to be.

wallowing in self pity.

A single man

That's what i am. cos without dance.... i have nowhere to go. i only have my frens to fill up the emptiness in my life.... was supposed to meet my scouty frens for drinks at Overeasy over at OneFullerton at 930pm on Friday.... since i had time to kill after work, i went to watch movie by myself first. A Single Man. How apt. I LOVED THE SHOW.... it was so stylised and i absolutely going crazy about all the clothes in the show.... afterall it is directed by Tom Ford, former head designer of Gucci. Gotta love that.

Took a bus over to Boat Quay and walked over to fullerton. god damn hot pls. i really hate to wear jeans. If i had my way i would totally wear dress shorts to work. Long pants are overrated. I tot it would be a short chillout session but it ended up lasting more than 3 hours. and most of us got pissed drunk by the end of the nite. I love overeasy.... althou getting the waiter's attention wasnt that easy... cos that place was PACKED yo... packed with yuppies, bankers. traders, everyone was dressed to the nines and most of them looked like they just stepped off the runway.... super glam pls. bitch i know why u wanna work at tp now.... cos everyone look so good.... Jurong east is just so...... tak glam in comparision. OH WELL.

Shaorong had his voucher to get a bottle of free wine cos his bday was last month. but we quickly finished it since there were like 5 of us.... i could easily finished the entire thing myself anyway. order some DELICIOUS nachos.... and ordered more cocktails. Coincidentally we met one of our scout junior who JUST STEPPED OUT OF HIS HSBC OFFICE FOR DINNER (at 1030pm ki siao man) so he came over to talk to us for a while and he commented that i looked exactly the same as last time and didnt look a single day older... FLATTERED PLSSSSSSS. i knew it. i always knew i aged like fine wine.... hahaha probably because i drink at least a bottle a week.... or maybe its because of the fast food i eat which is chockfull of preservatives so essentially i am a well preserved mummy. WATEVER IT IS i am doing it right so imma keep doing what im doing.

Shaorong met some of his frens who ordered another bottle of wine which they CANT FINISH.... so us being nice people, help them finish. then not enuff still so we ordered another beer. wah lao pissed drunk and damn shiokenehneh please, esp under the horrible weather.... And shaorong was so nice he foot the bill..... who says u have to have a vajayjay to leech on other pple hahhaha! u gotta it wrong man..... u just need nice frens. :))) okok but next time my turn to treat.... ah the circle of life.

did absolutely nothing on sat and sunday cos i have disgusting frens who dun ask me out. i hate it. hate it to the max.... aiyah what to do....

anyway F***Z** says

"you bitch balloons are so last season. get over it. *reowwww"
duncha think she looks just like a blowup doll here. gotta love that.

and im leaving u with proof that i have fantastic skin

the only downside is..... i cant fucking see my jawline. FML

Just get through the goddamn day...

"A few times in my life I've had moments of absolute clarity, when for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think, and things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived my life on these moments. They pull me back to the present, and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be." - George Falconer, A Single Man

Happenings in my life.... other than dance

Uh huh..... i do have a life outside of dance.... just that sometimes i forget about it.

I signed up for a couple of events for the public service swimming meet which will be held on 17 Apr.... haven't swam competitively since.... 2006. 2008 not counted cos..... i was banished to the non-competitive event in IHG. shit man a bit worried. Went to the pool to get back my swimming momentum cos i havent swam since dance prac started..... and my right knee felt so weak, like it was gonna fall off..... hopefully it'll get better.

Got to start writing the emcee script for my fren's wedding. quite exciting!! Also agreed be the emcee for a company event in May which i have NO DETAILS about yet. dunno who sabo-ed and nominated me for the role...... speaking in front of chairman ceo and 10 million other colleagues isnt exactly my idea of fun.... i'm just doing it for the one day off (they'd better) and the exposure.

Yeap.... no plans this weekend. ASK ME OUT!

DU 2010

ok so the day i have been practising for for the past 3 months is finally here. DU2010 Fervore. Final DU as students for Alexis bitch, CT maid and Bide parker. Awww shucks so sad.

Took half day leave on both days to perform. gotta save my leave. Really glad that my colleagues came and support me on the first nite. thanks guys really appreciate it. Now u know why i always go back to hall right.... not because i got no life ok. cos i WANT TO DANCE.

As u know i really hate wating... for anything in general.... so backstage was ground zero for bitching

CT "omg lemme tell u F***Z** is a bloody bitch.... she stole our balloons!!!"
CC *nods in agreement.... no wait wasnt that last year? sorry wrong gossip.

And the choreos of party in the USA were super dope please.... ALCOHOL BEFORE PERFORMANCE... like omg i trained them well. so proud. We have brought gg sessions to UCC. Gotta love that.....

YUM SENGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. gotta love the peektures.

Some group pictures before the final moment on stage

Always here by Peixuan

Party in the USA by Dismas Alvan Weijie!!

Owning the stage..... bitch please i've still got it

You aint see nothing like me yettttttttttt

With Elvina the tattoo goddess, my partner. damn cool please she has a tattoo on her lower back and thigh

Make me wanna say HEY HEY HEY

Body language com'on!!! So neat woohoooo hahahah

Put on my glasses yoooooo.....

Backstage peektures with some of ma peeps:

Bra Step and Bide....

I have no idea why but i really love this pic even thou we are not looking at the cam.... everyone looks so good here!

With the AA Whore

With DEO!!

Dismas Step Alexis

And with Dance Chair OLI!!!!! Good job Oli.... have a good rest!!

So what can we do after DU....... GG SESSION.... ok some people got really pissed drunk and emo but i was sober enuff to help clean the room.... see i am so nice even when i drank.

Yeah i guess GG sessions are pretty much over..... we started it and it has to end with us.... but ok i shall not be so negative.... we have to pass this on to the next gen. :)

So it's over.... DU2010.... practise 3 months, gone in 2 days. Guess that's the rules of the game eh? To the FYFs..... im immensely proud to have seen u grown thru'out the past 4 years. u guys rocked the stage the last 2 nites (as compared to UCC hall hahaha) and u shud pat yourselves on the back for the hard work put in..... this is only the beginning to the final end, u shud cherish the last few weeks in hall and be extremely grateful of the people ard u and the things u do. It is a rite of passage which u sadly have to go thru but give it some time..... u will be ok after a while :) Endings are also new beginnings. look forward to that.... :))

To the only one that's left, no one is abandoning u. No one wants to abandon u. It's just life.... in general. perhaps u will find a new found fren in the near future, someone who has a sucky name and u think is a complete loser who might turn out to be a new found best fren, a prodigy of sorts..... but in the meantime..... YES. ok i promise. if u choreo an item next year, and if i an not bound down by work, i will be back wholeheartedly only for u. even if the others may not be..... *huang aili do u get what im trying to drive at.

In the meantime, im just enjoying my bottle of merlot, facing the sad sad sad sad reality that i am going back to work tmr, or rather for the rest of my next 50 years..... and looking at the favourite picture of this DU consisting of some of my favourite people on earth, appreciating the wrinkles on face that didnt used to be there 5 years back... and uploading it to my mp3 as wallpaper

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Final days leading up to DU

THANK GOD (literally, cos it's his bday, i think. he has too many bdays) for a super long weekend. Thursday nite was spent with JIANG FUN, i mean zhangfan to buy the choreo presents. I thought it would be uber weird because i dun really know him but he turned out to be quite chatty.... bought a tshirt for wedgie and a cap for alvan..... wanted to get a bag for mas but the bag i wanted ended up costing 185bucks.... totally outta budget please. It was getting rather late and i had part 2 of a super haps nite and i really had to go.... so i left zhangfan to do the shopping another day (sorry mas if u dun like the present kill ur IC not me... and show me ur bag i wanna see how weird it is).

Part 2 of the super haps thursday nite, went to meet JP and Han at red dot @ Dempsey. Aiyah shuddap ok as much as i hate going back to that place, it still serves one of the cheapest beer. Havent met Han since St Regis las Aug and JP since that unfortunate Korean dinner. Was supposed to have more people but WATEVS pangsehsssssss. 3 person finish one tower WOOHOOO craziness to the max. They ended up talking about stocks and shares and shit which i had no idea wtf it was so i zoned out and drowned myself with weizen. Han asked if i want him to manage my funds..... tempting idea but.... i got to give it some tot for now.... certainly dun wanna blow my savings on something i am not even familiar about.... but the thought of winning some big bucks and getting my own place. omg so tempting pls.

Part 3 of super haps thursday nite, went to TP to meet step and her colleagues and she went completely crazy, left me alone with a buncha strangers and went to slut pls. SO SAD. but aiyah no problems alcohol cant solve..... everyone's your fren when booze is invovled. hahahaha. BUT of cause i had to call it an early nite cos..... the alcohol effect wore off and i had to be gay and go dance prac AGAIN on Friday morning. talk abt a buzzkill pls.

It was a good Friday and we had to meet back in hall in the morning for prac which went pretty well. Last prac was quite fun i must say cos everything finally took shape and we were so ready to perform..... couldnt join them for lunch cos i had to go temple to pray to my other grandpa.... den was super shag already cos it was SO HOT.... den we went over to my uncles place to celebrate his wife and my fathers bday (wah so many bdays....). Took a short nap while the rest were watching Sherlock Holmes dvd.... and woke up to the smell of BBQQQQQQQQQ OMG!!!

I really love bbq parties.... it's such a homey and cosy feeling althou its also sticky and sweaty at the same time. BUT WATEVER.... bbqs are the best things ever. and my uncle opened like 100bottles of wine so i got pretty wasted with my father and uncle and some other relatives.... i was never really close to my uncle when i was younger cos.... he doesnt really talk much and i dun really talk much to my relatives too.... BUT LIKE I SAID..... With BOOZE, everyone is your fren!!! IT's TRUE!!! (right or not dismas?) oh yes i kena arrowed by my own family to organise family trip..... FML. *bawls

Saturday went back hall again for PX's dance. FINAL PRACTICE!! :)))) met up with wei wei last minute to watch clash of the titans which was pretty goooooood. we had macs for dinner cos we were both kinda broke.... but after the movie we were both hungry so we went to kfc to eat winglets. hahaha. loves it. and then we bought beer and chill outside Cineleisure before heading home to sleep.

Sunday went to UCC to bunk in and do plotting and a UBER LAME tech run and yeah....... 24 hours to performance dayyyyyyyyyyyy.....

to be continued.

It has come to a point where i am ALMOST hating it

Pretty much the same old story goes. dance dance dance. no life. shucks man. Had nothing to do on a Friday nite cos wei wei fly me aeroplane (dun worry u are not the big fat disappointment)..... wah lao really shitty pls. when i had dance i can't go out. when there's no dance, no one wants to go out with me. FMFL. And then i SWORE on my own dead body that i wun ever go back for hall prod cos it is 110% always sucky. and they make u pay ridiculous amounts of money for lousy crap. budden since ct has free ticket and i had NOTHING TO DO aiyah. sometimes got to bend principles rt.....

And yes. althou the set and costumes and the songs were nice, the script pretty much sucked as usual. what kind of ending (or rather, non-ending) was that. Ridiculous pls..... went to FS with alexis and bide and bide got gay and knocked over his teh peng.... can u say butterfingers teeheehee (ok that's gay too. whoever uses teeheehee deserves to be shot)..... and then what did i do ah...... and then i went to meet haled at tp. i think i am going for my long vaca with him.... just dunno where to go yet.... SIAN. europe or US..... decisions decisions.... went home early cos next morning gotta go....

to the colombarium to visit my grandpaaaaaaa. Qing Ming Jie.... damn hot pls.... bloody hell the earth is going to explode i swear.... and i had to carry all the tables and shit. AIYAH sucks to be a guy. and then at nite a few of us scouty frens went to Victor's bachelor pad at Joo Chiat. WAH LAO i tell u..... his house is like FUCKING NICE PLS. like really really really really nice...... its an old walk up apartment which has one bedroom with his kingsized bed and a small balcony with a swinging chair (purfect for drinking and smoking. he smokes.) and like a super huge bathroom with mosaic tiles and ginormous basin and rain showers wtf. flat screen tv, gramophone, huge gigantic speakers for his iphone and he even has a bar with high stools and shitttttttttttttt OMG. i wanna shoot myself please.... how come my frens can afford apartments like that and i have like FUCK SHIT SAVINGS in my bank acct. wah kao. and he drives an alfa romeo by the way.

got myself kinda wasted over beer wine whisky and gin tonic.... played poker with the 3 unlikeliest people adam victor and xiong. i never really had anything in common with them when we were younger.... but it turned out pretty fun... maybe its the alcohol. yeah... i think it was. without alcohol i am NOTHING.

and then got to wake up for dance at 10. with a MAJOR headache. FML please. tsk i am almost on the verge of hating to go back for dance. as much as i liked it in the past.... i really dun think i can do this every year.... im like fuck shit tired after every prac that i cant do anything after that.... and my knees and ankles are sore i cant dance properly.... ARGH frustrating pls..... and i hate INCOMPETENT PEOPLE who dunno what the hell they are doing.... really wanna WASTE my time and think of steps on the spot right. bloody hell. sorry i had to say it. please dun waste my time. i have better things to do on a sunday. just saying.

so yeah. thats all...  i think i have turned into a cynical old bitch who gets pissed off easily. i must be having menopause.

YOU

are such a BIG FAT DISAPPOINTMENT.
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and to think that i still care. FMFL.

A perfect way to end the nite...

8pm. Dinner of vegetable soup and steamed fish while watching amazing race. 2 huge dollops of haagen dazs macadamia nut brittle and rum raisin for desserts. diet can wait for another couple of days.

i havent done this in a long long time. the ice cream part. life is good :)

Shag daooo

Thank god next Friday got no dance. i swear dance on fridays is the ultimate potong steam thing cos.... it ends at 10pm. its too early to go home but u are already god damn shag. Thanks for having hall prod next Friday so i can GO OUT. (aint gonna go hall prod unless its totally freeeeee)

It was pouring like mad on Saturday. Like the clouds were having a 3months prolonged menses and all hell breaks lose..... but super shiok. slept till 10, woke up den went back to sleep again at 2. Didnt go to cheerobics this year... cos. no interested anymore. nobody i know is inside so.... aiyah no point. Went to meet Carol and Siwei at TGIFridays for dinner.... so coincidentally saw Vonn and Mabel who just had their lunch with the WAT people. hahah. TGIFridays was okkkk. not fantastic but alright i guess....

Went to red dot (again) cos i wanted to use up the voucher (and also cos i wanna save money).... and the funny thing was. MY TABLE WON BINGO AGAIN.... not me la but my fren but SERIOUSLY this is getting freaky cos anyone who is with me will surely win. no shit. Carol asked her super hot german colleague to join us. She's our age but came to Singapore to work with her bf.... and they stay at The Sail (expats shud just die).... got really boring so i zao to go find alexis.....

Bought maggi goreng and chicken wings and beer and hid at out fav hideout spot and whack supper and beer. and then realised that shit man i shud just stayover in hall cos its already 1245am and i dun wanna waste money taking cab home... then come back hall at 9am again for dance. Plus the Chuan Drive bitch also dun have car... zero incentive to go home. so...... I STAYED OVER. super spontaneous pls..... so proud of myself because i seldom do spontaneous things. I am anal that way..... And i am thankful for my frens who allow me to stay in their room as and when i want...... so THANKS HENRY!!! I bathed before sleeping so i didnt dirty ur bed. hahahhaa.

And then before i slept i told the bitch "i think i cant sleep tonite, even thou i am god damn tired. cos its not my bed...... i will probably wake up damn early and eat breakfast"
Then the bitch said "den can u help me buy breakfast plsssss. help me buy porridge.... and if u pass by fruits stall buy fruits for me too okkkkk"
"u think i am ur maid issit?"
"no..... but u are my father. my father always buy breakfast and fruits for me one *watery puppy eyes"
JIBAI. emotional blackmail at its finest. really wanna target my weakest spot (paternal instincts) right...... but props to u cos it worked.

I really CANNOT sleep on hall bed anymore cos its god damn horrible to sleep on. no wonder i had countless sleepless nites when i was still in hall. Shit man dunno if i shud sleep in hall during DU.... or shud i go home..... rolled and flipped ard until i finally finally went to sleep at like 4plus..... woke up at 830am.... and really went to buy breakfast. Like an uncle..... geez.

After almost 4 hours of dance and then preview.... super shagged out. The bitches thinks that i have a mini me in dance which is SO NOT TRUE pls.... how can u even compare me to him. Really never die before rt..... But i gotta say.... this year's DU standard is SO HORRIBLE i am actually thinking twice about asking my colleagues to come watch. later they say i waste their time..... tsk tsk tsk. vetting should totally come back with a vengeance.....

On the way home in cab, me and step were bitching bitching halfway about dance but we were so shagged there was a sudden silence den we concussed all the way until the uncle waked us up..... totally cannot make it pls.... ok so yeah thats all... my spontaneous weekend. gotta love it.