The last goodbye

So, it's finally the end. The end of my university days.... no more term papers, no more tests, no more presentations, no more exams. Ever. Which is good, i guess. I was never fantastic at academics anyway.

As i sat in my room the night before my presentation, i saw how empty my room was....

no more rowdy noises from my floor, something which i have learnt to love, no more wierd grunts coming out of Sebas's room. Everyone was gone, except Andi.... and as he helped me take my last photo in KR, of my 2 belowed rooms, i reflected upon my last year in hall.

The last few weeks have been some of the most memorable weeks of my life. I was happy, i was enjoying my time in hall, i was relishing the accompaniment of people whom i love and care about... and for once, i feel like a freshman again.... Everything i did, i seem to do with the same wide-eyed enthusiasm like i did 3 years ago.

From Nite Cycling,

to DU,

to Hall Command,

to Blk Command,

to 2nd Floor Dinner,

to the many Dancer's Outing,

and the numerous drinking sessions with them, and my dear floormates.

It's unfortunate, to think that we were always living under the same roof, but never did make time for each other....

The last day, i went out with Dismas and Aili, 2 of my closest frens in dance. It was sort of a nice, bittersweet end.... Althou most people have moved out, i've still got them 2 to keep me company, to take my mind off the sadness and emo-ing that has been surrounding me for the past weeks.

And then i realised---- we always think we have more than enough time, to do whatever we want. There is always tomorrow, next week, next month. But the irony of it all is that, time is never enough. You realise that are so many things u want to do, so many words u want to say, so many wrongs that need to be right

As i walk around my blk during the last few moments before leaving, bidding farewell to the last few people around (Adrian and Alexis), i see everyone's room empty, the corridors, even the toilets. It seemed so surreal, like an outer body experience. Because just a few days back, this place was filled with people, with joy and with warmth and friendship.

And then, i finally had to leave. So.... goodbye KR, good bye B211 and 213. I dont know what my life would have been without you... and i dont know what it will become in the coming days. But for what its worth, thank you for a fantastic 4 years, and especially a super memorable final year.