Snap back to reality

2 weeks of not working = 600 unread emails
My heart nearly dropped. the first half of Monday was basically spent trying to speed read and mass sort emails into diff folders. nice.

Besides that, the first 2 days of work were surprising manageable. except i get really tired by 9pm. like now :(

I feel damn fat and i need to start my gym regime again. stat. I just saw my credit card bill and i nearly died. AYE. the things we pay for a 2 week holiday :( Got to attend a wedding this sat. for someone i dun exactly care for. 100bucks down the drain. geez.

Sidenote: i've met so many pple during my trip on work and travel visa. i wished i had the courage to just quit and go work temp jobs in another countries and save and travel at the same time. i think those pple are so damn brave. no one in spore would have the guts to do that.

argh this is so not working out. i need some signs... some direction. wait... lemme go check on my toto now... WISH ME LUCK....

DAMMIT... strike 2 nos. cannot quit. MA DE. kill me now. i hate work.