what a difference 6 years make

Rongshao was feeling nostalgic, probably an aftermath of being tagged in disgustingly old photos on facebook for the upcoming 30th anniv homecoming..... and he decided to share with me all these equally disgusting photos of myself from yesteryear....

erm... dun ask me why i did this. i was AA right from the start.

First 2nd floor dinner.... celebrating hanny boy's bday. at that horrible korean restaurant at pasir panjang. yeap it was then i decided i HATE korean food. HATE IT with a passion.

first culture nite... attempting to be a gigolo... fuck i was skinny.... and thats my gay bud chazz to my right... whom i always walk to fs for chicken wings and nasi lemak almost every nite.... and then we broke up, got back together and then broke up again for about 3 years..... now we are i-was-just-thinking-like-maybe-sorta-kinda got back together again..... yeah we were that gay. life's complicated like that.  haha hanah he wasnt my gay bud... more of a bff. For the uninitiated.... bff = best frens forever *hearts* ok too gay.

Then sometimes we would get TOO BORED in hall and decide to go to.... FONGSENG 711....

and then to holland v for desserts....

ZDBY.....

be lead for rag for 2 years??? hahaha.

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and the best pic of all

me: eh what the fuck was i doing in your room topless??

rongshao: errrr you always walk around topless one what duh.

YUAN LAI some things never change.....

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and then 6 years later. Lookin' good hawt stuff...

hello biceps. meet lips...... its love at first sight i swear.

wth my fhfl....

even thou i always complain how fat i am now.... i gotta say.... I WAS TOO FUCKING SCRAWNY BACK THEN.... wah too much too much. i love u my tummy, even thou i always give u a hard time by squeezing u and depriving u of oxygen when i suck in my stomach, u give me motivation to turn you into 6 separate beings. Men do indeed age like fine wine..... women on the other hand..... oh well. women... let's not even go there.

wah these were indeed the best 4 years of my life. swear to god.

WC 2010

Let's play 10 things we learnt/didn't learn from WC 2010!!

1. Inventor of vuvuzelas should be shot
2. Everyone on the Spanish team can be models..... with the exception of Puyol
3. Apparently octopus are psychics....
4. and parakeets aren't
5. Exactly what is the difference between pronouncing Xavi and Xabi.... it sounds the same
6. No one really knows wtf Waka Waka stands for....
7. This time, the ball is really round.... literally and metaphorically
8. FIFA should seriously consider letting referees use video playback technology
9. No one will remember the 2nd, 3rd or 4th placing 4 years from now..... so FTL
10. I can actually sit through an entire soccer match.... WITH extra time at 230am. Well done

So yay World Cup South Africa 2010 has ended... we can all move on with our lives now.... See you in World Cup 2014 Bresiiiiiillllllll and by then..... I will be 30 going on 31. FUCK MY LIFE.

belts, shoes and socks

really its not rocket science.

1. your belt must match your shoes. if you don't have a brown belt. DON'T BUY BROWN SHOES.
2. dress shoes with dress socks, sports shoes with ankle socks
3. no socks with sandals. ever. just plain, NO.
4. if insist on wearing socks with loafers.... at least make sure they are of the same color. ankle socks only pls.

yeah. that's it. simple rules ain't it?

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i am only human

i literally cannot hold up my arms
i came home, tried to remove my tshirt and i can't
i had to ask my father to do it for me
i went to bathe... or rather tried to
i can't even rub my arms, nor legs nor shampoo properly
i merely lathered, put soap on my body and let the shower rinse it off
i can't wipe my body
i just wrapped a towel around myself and ran upstairs to my room
and let the water dry by itself

AND i loved it.....
it's times like these when i tell myself
i am made of flesh and bones
i am not invincible and i have flaws

i am only human.

Wow

ok someone smart actually share the same sentiments

FARKING IMPULSE BUY

recent impulse purchases.....

1. Shopping worth $350
2. 30 months gym membership at True Fitness $1710
3. Personal training $480

and to top it all off......

4. Qatar Airlines plane ticket to NEW YORK CITY 24 Sept to 12 Oct ............. $1820.

FARK YEAH i have not felt this good in a long time. stupid cathay pac tickets got snapped up so this is my next best alternative. otherwise would have been cheaper. Now all i need to do is to APPLY LEAVE. hahahaha.

cant wait to go see janelle!! :))) and the 3 months countdown officially begins NOW.

therapy

retail therapy is overrated.

i love taking leave and doing absolutely nothing at home. then heading to the gym and eating cinnamon raisin bagel and drinking my green tea freeze at starbucks. i wish i could do this everyday.

and looks like im heading over to the states afterall. i NEED TO GET MY TICKETS this weekend so that i can go find elmo in sept. and suddenly.... sept seems like EONS away. 12 weeks to be exact. fuck fuck fuck. i think i'm probably going to die before that.
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sometimes i wish i was someone important in someone else's life. cos this is getting too difficult. and sometimes i think if i were just to disappear from the face of this earth.... not a lot of people would give a damn. like seriously.

Just what i needed

after a pretty demoralising week, both at work and on a much personal level, a meetup with frens is definitely a much needed perk-me-up, otherwise i swear i am sinking into depression.

Friday nite was spent having a last minute meeting with the brothers and emcees for Wayne's wedding. Not my first time being an emcee but it's the first time i'm doing it for a really close fren. 14 years friendship ok.... mai siao siao. Was pretty beat after work and the long meeting, thou necessary, was seriously making me super frustrated. But oh well.... bo bians.

Was supposed to meet Step at Happy Days (?) at Serangoon Gardens for the Brazil vs Portugal match but seriously had a super difficult time finding a cab. i swear i nearly wanted to shot myself. Ended up at the cafe at 1030pm and there was ABSOLUTELY NO SPACE. so we just sat at one corner (without a table) and ordering drinks. DAMN SAD. But soon after we got a table and ordered.... CHEEZY FRIES. thanks step for the recommendation and making me fat. really thanks.

Saturday was so god damn boring i went to the gym and had to rush back to prepare to go meet my Civil Engin coursemates for dinner. Went to Tampopo at Liang Court. i just love ramen, i can never get sick of it. And i know its damn lame but i think Ajisen ramen beats all ramen hands down. sorry. HAHAHA. i am easily satisfied that way. Robson totally fly kite but thats fine. *you bitch thanks a lot for the last minute cancellation. such an uneventlful match. we were totally not watching.... just talking nonstop.... but we did bet and she won cos i took brazil and she took portugal + draw.... ma de where got like that one. ended up losing to her the drinks and fries. FML.

Chazz Weyling and myself headed over to Ballymoon for drinks and finger food cos dinner was just too..... unsatisfactory. Chazz tot us how to play SHITHEAD and it was super fun. had super a lot of drinks. For those with citibank card i seriously recommend Ballymoon at Orchard Hotel course its quiet, the food is good and you get 15% discount. And there isnt service charge to begin with. Total bill for 6 glasses of wine, 1 long island, 1 guiness stout, 1 daiquiri, 1 basket of fries and like 10 spicy drumlets came up to only 92bucks. HOW CHEAP IS THAT. I wished i had the chance to bring 8gz here sometime. course it really very nice.

And im really glad to be able to see chazz again. we used to be such close friends in hall. but due to some juvenile argument, we totally stopped talking to each other. it got so bad i even deleted him from my msn and my phonebook (im saying all these cos i know he doesnt read my blog). and after such a long time, i guess both parties decided to put aside our egos and just "make up". I always wondered if we didnt fight, and we were still friends, things would have been so different. at least i would have another fren to ask out during weekends..... hahah. ok watevs. OVER.

i totally couldnt sleep so i actually stayed up to watch the USA vs Ghana match. yeah i know its totally not me.... and those 2 teams arent exactly exciting teams to watch. But i recently read that USA came back from their deficit during the last group match and won..... and that the captain was reported as saying "there is good in this world" after suffering 2 years of low period in his life.... i was intrigued. so i stayed up and watch..... and i got bored after the 1st half. OMG. i swear i cant watch soccer for nuts. i really DO NOT ENJOY IT.... unless copious amounts of alcohol and lots of swearing is included.

Totally hibernated today to prepare for waynes wedding. was a bit nervous. but i think i totally nailed it once again...... and weijie actually said i slimmed down. YES my gym membership has finally paid off. HAHHAA. loves it. and i swear i have never looked so good in my life..... but i only got to take like 3 or 4 photos. SO UPSETTING. This is one of them with my co-emcee tianhe

i hope this is the last time i emcee for other people because as much as i know i can do it.... preparing for it is SUCH A BITCH and takes up SO MUCH TIME that i dun think its worth it at all..... so if in the future u get married, and u ask me to be ur emcee.... AND I AGREE. u better thank ur lucky stars.

alrighty. pretty zonked out now... almost time to bed. yay tmr on leave so i can totally hibernated again. PLEASE LET THERE BE STORM TMR MORNING I BEG U GOD.

Rawa Paradise?

One word = LACKLUSTRE

The place itself was fine. it was secluded with lots of angmohs. yeah totally my kind of place. nothing much to do besides eat drink and make merry. It had the potential to be totally badass holiday...... except it wasnt.

Sorry waterboi. nothing to do with you. I guess sometimes when you have high expectations and you get anything less than that, it's just a bit.... disappointing. Blah. Plus the fact that this trip was 3 months in the making. can u imagine...... wait for 100years, like having a constipation and when u finally get to take a dump, u get puny pieces of shit. "what, that's it?" Unsatisfying. And in all seriousness, yeah. i blame myself.

oh and i cant tag myself on fb nor post pictures here because someone might see someone in the pictures when he's not supposed to be there. oooops.

I guess it may be another year long wait before we get to go on another holiday since by then most, if not all of us would have started working already. Which is sad.... what to do? :(

my nz said i shouldnt close my blog.... so i guess i wun. for now.

FINALLY

the letter i have been waiting for for weeks.

ladies and gents, please say hello to Senior Engineer Tan Cheong Chye.

For the past 2 years i felt like i was struggling in the deep ocean... dunno anything. everything ask people. felt like a retard. XIANG BU DAO i have underestimated myself all along. Im not that dumb. and your efforts do get recognised.

Gotta thank my lucky stars, and my parents for putting up with my crap and lousy attitude when i go home from work. and my papa for always cooking dinner when i go home... and then i always get angry at them for the simplest reasons like asking the same question 3 times. yeah i know i am angsty that way and i should be slapped.

but there is something else i am waiting for... nothing to do with work. and i'm hoping that comes soon. if not i am going into depression.

I stole this off someone else's blog

"For a while now, I have forgotten how to smile. I mean I can freely prop the sides of my face up and make that funny lip shape... if you call that a smile. Other than that, nothing."

because this is exactly how i feel.

On a side note. i am contemplating closing this blog. because the only people who read it already know whats going on in my life and i dun need to repeat it here. under the pretense of .... whatever pretense i am blogging under.

... and the only reason for me to really smile is when u smile with me too.

I have...

29 days of leave i can take this year.
out of which i have to clear 11 by Dec.
i have shitloads of money sitting in my bank and i dunno how to spend it.
i want to go on a holiday to USA so desperately otherwise i will go mad but i apparently have...
zero frens who actually save.

can someone kindly enlighten me why?

i need to find me some rich frens who dun need to work.
ps: not kidding about the shitloads part
pps: not braggin. just stating facts.

waka waka

i have been seeing the word waka waka the past few days and all the while i tot it was a new game on facebook.... now i know its the theme song for world cup. omg im sucha loser please.... nice song thou... and shakira's... bouncy.

leeching rocks

totally DID NOT DO ANYTHING on friday nite please, so boring. cos i stayed at home to watch world cup opening with my family... sister came over. obliged to stay at home for some quality time..... ate macs early dinner. den come home and cooked maggi, eat chips, drink wine, eat cherries while watchng soccer. totally pigged out please. tell me how to take HOT photos at rawa TELL ME HOW!!!!! ok i got so instantly bored after 10mins i came upstairs to watch my downloaded drama. so much for quality time. HAHAHAA.

saturday i went gym (yeah i know loser right on a sat) cos i felt so guilty about pigging out the nite before. totally ran my ass off. finally ran 4km again on the threadmill. and worked out those arms..... but i gotta say this. MY ABS ARE USELESS. no matter how hard i train the it is NOT SHOWING AT ALL. i swear i hate my abs.

thot i was totally going have another boring nite at home but a fren asked me to join his other air steward frens for drinks at tp. LOVES IT PLS. they were all so nice and they bought me drinks eh! like totally 1 heineken, 2 coronas and a glass of red wine. YUAN LAI leeching for drinks can be soooo fun! no wonder @khawct and @ufernalexis always does that..... i can be a manwhore now and leech for drinks too!! such a fun nite with fun people.

Today suddenly got my fh's sms to go WAXING WITH HER.... since i was bored i decided to obliged.... accompanied her to taka to get her hoochie waxed and ready for rawa. so funny i asked her "CAN I WATCH?" and she said "EWWW why do u wanna see my J***I?" hahhaha funny ass shit pls. after that we took a stroll from taka to liat towers for starbucks... i think i need to slow down my steps cos even when i am chilling i am always rushing to places.... i need to turn my walking speed down a notch.

So this is me eating my honeycomb coffee cake. shitty shit my face is huge ass round.

and this is my fh enjoying her scones. wooots like having tea on the upper east side.

came back home to eat a super sumptuous meal at the zichar place with my ahma and totally full now.... satisfied.... cant wait for this friday to come.... it's about time :)

NO MORE...

NO MORE ANGSTY THOUGHTS.... at least for the next 2 weeks.
no more.
no more.
no more.
I WILL TRY TO BE HAPPY
i will
i will
i will
try.

Ramblings [part unknown]

i hate the fat boy. fat boy deserves to DIE a horrible tragic death. stop tweeting. no one needs to know what u are doing all the time. ur so called twitterami is POINTLESS and IDIOTIC. fat boy. seriously..... all fat people should NOT be allowed to exist. they take up too much space. blobs of shit. period.

the older u get the less frens u've got. u weed out the useless and u'll only get a handful left. proven and tested every weekends.

if u receive an sms, kindly reply. that's the only considerate thing to do. same with emails and msn.

dun u just miss the simpler times. when u are a kid. no responsibilities. no worries. all u need to do is eat, sleep, play and make sure u dun eat ur own shit by accident.... u dun have to think about what u have to battle at work tmr. things u have to get done. things that are due..... things that can't run without u there.

song of the moment. Christina Aguilera's Not myself tonight. and I LOVE that choreography by Alex Bullon. Itching to steal the choreography. but my lack of technique is holding me back. probably AINT GONNA HAPPEN.

rawarawarawarawarawarawarawarawa.

Can anyone recommend airline to take to NYC? dun tell me SQ cos i obviously cant afford that.

Conversations

"fuck man. what the hell is wrong with me? i can do this"
hiding in the toilet in a club, trying to calm myself down. didnt work. the nite went on as awkward as it started.

"hi"
That's all i got. a cold, nonchalant hi, the entire.freaking.nite. And it was with a handshake.... A HANDSHAKE. WHAT THE FUCK. moving on.

"oh My GOD! STOP CALLING ME"
screaming at the office phone after answering 10 consecutive calls from various fucktards. having a lady gaga moment without the cigarette stick glasses and the coke cans in the hair. i bet my colleagues must be thinking i am a schizo.

"he said he wants to distance himself from us"
errrrr ok if that's what he wants. whatever right? i can't control how people think. *shrugs

"so you got promoted or not?"
dad to me. i'll make the announcement soon. at the right time. if any. not like any of u cares.

"hello Mr Tan. So when are u coming to make payment?"
I've said it once and i dun wanna repeat myself. i said within the next 2 weeks u bloody useless travel agent.

Freak II

FML

this has got to be the long thing i have ever committed myself to.... I JUST SIGNED A 30MONTH GYM MEMBERSHIP at TRUE FITNESS...... gonna get me some absssssssssssssssssssssssss. Im sure its SOMEWHERE IN THERE.

MAKE IT WERQ!!!

Dun u just HATE IT when u are on leave and people call u and kajiao u.... HATE IT. really cant wait to just go overseas so i can have a reason NOT to bring my office hp around.

Anyway today was spent trying to fix everything. my laptop fan has been giving me some problems for the past week, shutting itself down whenever its too hot. finally had the time to go back to NUS to fix it.... and also the battery that doesnt last beyond 3 mins. hahaha. i have been using a laptop as a desktop for the past few months cos i can't move it around anymore!! took the familiar bus back to school and had lunch at science canteen. yeah i still like being a student. school is still much funner than work.

Also got to change my ezlink card cos the previous one is just USELESS and getting me stuck at gantries... always embarrassing me esp during rush hour when everyone behind is waiting for my card to work!! dun u just miss the days when u we had the flimsy plastic transitlink card that NEVER fails.... i wonder why they phased that out cos that was lighter and like i said, always works.

yeah.... finally my long weekend is coming to an end. argh. totally suffering from ergophobia please..... *groans.... and i'm so ready to move on from this silence.

supersized weekend!!

yeah ok i decided not to go for work afterall on monday so yay to me.
On thursday nite, my colleagues and I decided we should hang out for real for once. We had our weekly capt ball game and den proceeded to Tanjong Pagar for dinner. At some cafe bistro place which serves quite decent and unique food!! I forgot the name but i think next time 8gz outing can be here! and the ambience is quite nice too! After that we decided to go to thai disco (ok dun judge me).... some place called club ratchada at somerset..... damn ulu please its in the middle of a carpark.

And i tell u i swear, althou it is already considered a proper club, it is still damn sleazy by my standards. u have girls dancing pole dance in fishnet stalkings (ultimate trashniess) and its like one of those places u hear on the news "gang fight occurs at nightspot" wah lao.... but ok la since cam wanted us to experience this, so we obliged. its one of my most boring nite out ever hahaha cos firstly, i dun understand thai songs. secondly, i'm not really into.... ok. never mind. so i just watched American Idol results on another tv which was on silent mode..... (damn that janet jackson performance was hot, even without the music) and yay Lee Dwyze won.... watever.

On Friday, step invited us to her house for steam boat with her very happy frens. got guys and girls. But before that we went to watch SATC2 at AMK hub.... all kinda went well until we realised people were saying we sat on their seats.... so we went out, check our tickets and realised STEP WENT TO BOOK THURSDAY TICKETS FOR FRIDAY SHOW. congrats and fuck her life. so we (meaning they) made a big fuss saying its the system's fault.... thou i secretly think she didnt check before confirming. HAHAHA. OH WELL. so we missed the first 10mins of the show due to this fiasco and there were still extra seats in the front so we went in and continued with the movie.... and the usher was so traumatised by us he gave us free drinks and popcorn. FHL.

ANW, highlight of the nite was of cos steamboat at Step's house..... NICEST STEAMBOAT EVER PLS. we had top grade beef, cheese sausages, prawns, bacon strips, vege.... with shuper shiok shabu sauce and chilli. wah lao i was never really a steamboat person but MAN DOES IT ROCK (and yes we shud do this for our next  next 8gz outing!!). The whole dinner was rather weird cos we have people who likes other people on the table but the feeling is not reciprocated so..... awkwarddddd. drama mama please. but of cos i didnt care i just sat down and ate.... didnt really talk much cos i didnt know many people so i obediently sat beside step and was her slave the whole nite. i was on my very best behaviour please. u would WANT o bring me home to meet ur mother.

after that since we were all bloated, wasnt the best time to like.... club cos we were all feeling sticky and bloated and unsexy so we went to Srgn Gardens for more drinks. loves it. i didnt drink alcohol ok.... lycee frappe.... totally gay. and then we went home. it was an interesting nite indeed!!!

Saturday was damn busy please. Woke up early in the morning to do my presentation slides (ok even thou i wasnt presenting i still had the decency to help out with the slides. tell me i am good) Went swimming in the afternoon and waited for step to fetch us to MacRitchie Reservoir to meet ct water and alibaba to WALK THE DOGGIESS!!!!! so fun!!!

we were there for only about an hour not cos we were tired..... but cos TAMMY KHAW and LOH YAOYAO were total spoilt bitches who REFUSED TO WALK after 1 hour....i swear i wanted to spank their asses. but they were too cute.... so we decided to go back instead.

Aili and water and i went to have early dinner at Thomson Fat Joe burger which was awesome by the way. please drink their peanut butter banana milkshake..... sinfulness. like licky peanut butter with every sip. after a VERY full dinner we skipped over to Long House to drink beer like the UNCLES we are. and feasted on chicken wings..... unglamness.

Went home and took a nap cos i knew my nite only just started. woke up at 9 to meet cbn and tianhe to write cbn's wedding emcee script..... omg very weird cos its the first time im meeting his fren (my emcee partner) but he's a nice guy so hopefully everything will turn out well.... after an hour or so, chiong back home to bathe and change to go clubbing!!! (wah i feel damn shagged even as i am typing this)

Met Joash Dwirtyboy jhene pam and step at tp..... got semi pissed drunk cos must be gentlemen right...... buy drinks for them.... end up all i drink ma de. den went on the dance floor and didnt flirt with anyone... ok yes i am a loser. the opportunity was presented to me but i was too shy to do anything about it. SORRY OK. i am a noob. there's a reason why i am still single. shuddap..... SIAN. i wanna smack myself sometimes. ZDBY flirt...TMDTTM. dance until very late please. slept at 5am....

and woke up at 10am TO CONTINUE WITH MY SLIDES.... the things we do for work.... and last minute arrowed presentations. totally zonked out please..... do do do. then realised its time to go for dance class at danzpeople with 8GZ!!!!!!!! ok la only got 5gz cos one in non-existent, one is in malaysia and one is.... i dunno wtf he is doing but watever.

Due to the lack of sleep and being hungover, the entire hour i was struggling to keep up with steps but man oh man is ahmad goodddddd. i love the choreo!! dunno if i shud go next week to continue with it.... SIAN i dun wanna pay to dance. it aint right.. HAHHA. dunno la fark. but it was indeed a very good workout. no one was sweating but i was sweating out buckets of toxins in my semi zonked out state.

Chiong-ed home after class got i had to go grandma house to eat dinner.... and now i am typing this blog cos i am waiting to go out to CLUB AGAIN!! people take leave to rest i take leave to stay out late and torture myself and spend money.... loves it. WHO CARES..... i can and i will.

Tmr is gonna be another busy day cos i got to:
1. book family holiday
2. go back nus to get my crappy laptop fan fixed before the warranty expires. and maybe ask them to reformat my comp cos i am too lazy to figure out how
3. go swimming
4. do watever else that pleases me.

OK THATS IT!!!! june 18 is nearing and i am so EXCITED. are you?!

So professional please

Next time need emcee please call me.

on a side note. FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE looks like i got to cancel my leave on monday cos someone was smart enuff to schedule briefing to CEO on the same day..... NOW THEN TELL ME..... angsty.

YAY and :((

so i FINALLY got my $$$ and i am totally happy and proud of myself. the sad thing was thou.... i had no one to share the joy with (except my family). That is the saddest part...... then i saw bide online and he was the first person i told.

happy, yet sad.

Impulse retail therapy leads to being majorly screwed

I dunno what is happening to my bank acct. it dwindling faster than you can say Greek-economic-crisis. I swear. it's halfway thru the month and it is down to almost 2 digits. MY GOD. it's the first time in my life i received a reminder letter from Singtel to PAY MY BILL..... why? cos no more money in my acct to do GIRO. seriously where the hell is all my cash going to?!?!?! and it's totally not helping that my bonus is not coming anytime soon.

And i got so stressed out by my lack of money.... i went on retail therapy yesterday. FML. i swear. i got so bored at home i literally just went out to vivo, aiming to spend as much money as i possibly can. So in the end i bought:

1. Ted Baker belt
2. Pedro work shoes
3. Superdry t-shirt
4. Zara white shirt

SO HAPPY PLEASE!!! Ted baker lei mai siao siao. i tot i could finally own a ted baker white shirt.... but the sleeves were either too short for the small size or the fit was too loose for the m size. DAMN SAD. And then i saw another white shirt from zara and it fit perfectly.... uh huh and yes that's like 200th zara shirt.... i have come to realised that i am destined to wear zara cos the rest just doesnt fit me as well..... not like i didnt try other brands... DAMN SAD. I think next time i dun even have to try zara shirts anymore cos i know exactly what my size is and i know it will deffo fit me snugly.

yeah so all in all i spent 350bucks (on my credit card) in a matter of 90mins and went home happy like a hummingbird. and KO-ed on the mrt.... geez didnt know shopping was so draining. i still owe my mama money, owe waterboi rawa money, still have to pay for the bitch. i will probably owe singtel next month's bill, my insurance money. and of cos my credit card bill which is gonna totally blow my pocket deep deep.

OH and yes i am attending a fren's wedding later. so that means another 100bucks down the drain. FUCK MY LIFE. BONUS HURRY COME PLEASE. i have never been so desperate for cash.

on a totally unrelated note, IS THE GREYS ANATOMY 2HR SEASON FINALE AWESOME OR WHAT!!!! i thought this season was super draggy with the teddy-hunt-christina love triangle... or the other one involving lexie-alex-sloane. BUT WAH LAO this is the first time i got so scared watching a drama please...... gun shots everywhere... everyone totally dying. i literally had to hug my pillow to watch it. i know its damn gay but it's SO GOOD.

and flashforward still sucks. gonna be cancelled also. haha.

nailed it

Duh hahaha. so my jitters were pretty much unwarranted cos i think i did a damn good job today (if i could say so myself). besides a couple of stumbles which is quite normal, i didnt make any major blunders!! some people actually came up to me and said i have a nice voice (i for one hate my voice cos its too nasal. sometimes i wished i had a baritone voice).... maybe they are just in love with me... what to do i am so charismatic. HAHA. So YAY good for me..... now i dun feel so scared about screwing up my frens wedding emceeing coming up.... gasp next month.

and i hate it that........ ok never mind i shant say anything. cos it would be too obvious............... hate it. je te deteste.

sometimes i feel like a fish trapped in a small aquarium.... there are so many things i wanna try.... but i dun have the courage to just do it. humji-ness. ok very tired now. geez. bye bye.

Relax.... it's like dance :)

Being an emcee is probably like dance.... at least that's what i tell myself. once u get thru the first line, the rest will come naturally.

Wish me luck tmr!!! we will have a blast :))

Holiday

yeah i think i need a holiday. pronto. sometimes i wish i can book a ticket, pack my bags and just leave this place without letting anyone know where i am going.

Pinkdot & house partiesssssss

Since i missed the inaugural pinkdot last year, i tot i should just go this time and "make up the numbers" haha. and since i only have one pink shirt, i had to wear it. And of cos i knew i was going to kill myself under the sweltering heat so i wore my super short shorts.... at least can air my legs.... NOT ENUFF PLEASE cos i was sweating like a mad cow the entire time.

so cute right the mascot hahaha. anyway i didnt bring a camera so all these are kup-ed from other people's facebook..... so anyway where was i. ok yeah pink dot... everyone has to wear pink in support of the freedom to love... naturally honglim park was swarmed with a sea of pink happy people.... and it looks something like this...

it was totally a last minute thing so i decided to go alone... damn sad i have no frens... ok watever. and like i said it was so bloody hot so note to self: next time wear a pink singlet instead. had to miss voguelicious cos i really buay tahan the heat.... which was fine cos i saw them the nite before at tp. haha.

Made a mad dash to get into the mrt cos i was damn sticky and icky.... off to vivo to get booze and cake for Andi's housewarming party! yay house parties rock. esp if it is not in my house cos i hate cleaning up.

Look at this a view to kill!! randomness potluck with char kway teow, bbq chicken wings, shepard's pie, golden pillow curry bread, prok ribs.... eat until wanna vomit cos its all meat. hahahah.

my plea to ask everyone to wear pink was totally IGNORED... damn sad. ok watevs. BE THAT WAY.

The lamer and gay-er people had to leave earlier cos.... they are lame that way. ki siao please where got people leave at 11 for house parties. the rest of us made a beeline down to cheers to get more booze... talked nonsetop with the rest till 2am.... talk about 100 year old jokes.... complain about life in general.

and meibao the loser who said "u better make my stay worth it" promptly went to nap at 1am. LOSER eh ah bao....

REALLY VERY FUN PLS. cos we only meet like this every 6 months... cant wait for andi to come back from NYC then we can thrash his house again!! hahaha

Thanks to Henry too for coordinating! Henry is the new CC. I have officially passed the organiser baton to him thank god. Here's the fat bitch saying BYEEEEEEEEE! hahaha. (ps i think martin rocks cos he makes me look good in every pic. hahaha)

GREAT

as if this week wasn't bad enuff.... imagine my HORROR when i came home from dance practice all tired and shagged out and this nice envelope from IRAS greeted me and i realised:

I HAVE TO PAY $567.80 FOR INCOME TAX THIS YEAR

FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE INDEED. growing up sucks ass.

=P

my mother just asked me: chye chye what does it mean when someone types =P in emails
me: sticks out tongue
mother: huh?
me: you know.... like =)
mother: ok that one i know la.... but what is =P
me: the P is the tongue la wah laooooo
mother: oh like that one ahhhhhh..... *faints

on a seperate note. just came home from an outing with my army mates. had a blast. totally made my day........ why cant life be like this everyday?

so.messed.up.part2

i drink.
i cheat.
i betray my friends.
i lie to my family.
i hate my job.
i hate my life. period.
i pretend to be all nice in front of u
but trust me i am a wolf in sheep's clothing.
i am mean.
i am vindictive.
YES i am vindictive. that's the word.
i am a stalker.
i dunno who to turn to.
i dunno who i can trust.
hell i dun even know myself most of the time.
and then i just wallow in self pity and i drink.
back to square one. fantastic.
i have done so many horrible things to so many people.
and they dun even know it.
i am sick.
i am perverted.
i am angry all the time.
i don't understand how i can be this angry with everything.
i wasn't like this when i was young.
fuck, i am damaged goods.
sometimes i tell myself to focus on my positive qualities and maybe the bad ones will go away.
and then i think
WHAT POSITIVE QUALITIES?!
WHO AM I KIDDING?!
that's it.
i am done.
at the end of the day, i can only tell myself.
i am human.
and i have flaws.
...
but even then, sometimes that's not enough.

so.messed.up

what the hell is wrong with me man.......... im a freak. im a psycho. maybe it's about time i see a shrink.

Unspeakable secrets

was a pretty noneventful friday.... helped alexis bitch move her luggage.... treated like her slave. ah never mind la.

Went to cold storage to buy food for the "party" at nite..... when i came back home i realised the bloody cashier didnt put my chicken in the pastic bag so FML i gotta walk all the way back to get the chicken. yay im glad mas and bitch liked the aglio olio. next time i will put less chilli... cos i also buay tahan. talk a lot of cock, whacked a lot of drinks and snuggled in bed. so fun pls. i need to get my own bachelor's pad soon.

There. the picture says it all. i am a freak. i did something really horrible to someone. something which i cant believe i've done again, to someone so close. and i dun feel any remorse. nothing. there is seriously something wrong with me. dun ask me what i did. that's a secret better left unsaid.

ok bye bye.

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So true.

Sometimes my brain feels like....

this. geez i am so tired. tired of everything. when is my next holiday?

secrets.....

everyone loves wallowing in self pity sometimes dun we?
you
me
him
they
everyone...

catching last trains.....

I was just complaining to Xinwei the other day, how i felt super pumped up at work. But once i step out of office, i feel like a laptop with 20% batt life remaining.... super drained. and then i commented that maybe work is giving me adrenaline rush.... geez right. work and adrenaline rush totally doesnt go together.

ANYHOOOOSSS. i've been a very good boy these few weeks. never go out on weekdays. cos i am going broke once again. but weekend parties are a must. Met up with the old foggies of dance for KTV at clementi. Never really been a big fan of KTV cos i dun believe in paying shit loads of money to sing. and yes once again this experience didnt really change my perception. $34 bucks is really just a wee bit too much. i can watch 3 movies with change to spare. not that i didnt enjoy their company but yeah.....

went for supper with and upon realising that it was 1140pm, step and i decided to catch the train back home, hoping catch the last NEL connecting at Outram. when we were at clementi mrt the announcement said that it was the last east bound train arriving in 3 mins. so we panicked like mad.... and then HORROR OF HORRORS my card refused to work on me. dammit. it has been giving me problems for about 2 months and always fail on me when i need it to work the most. i wanted to go to the counter to get my card checked but there were 100 people in front of me and step already ran up the escalator so i tot FUCK MY LIFE i'm gonna miss the last train home. then luckily the staff just asked me to go in front of the line to get my card checked and luckily it worked and i managed to get on the train. so kanjiong pls..... really wanna scare an old man like that.

it was a super fun ride back with step.... we tot FOR SURE we couldnt catch the connecting NEL back home. so we were thinking where to alight along the east west line so we wun have to spend so much money on cab home.... then think think think.... check her iphone for train timings.... den as the doors open at raffles place (interchange for NS line, 2nd best option to get home cos we cna both drop at bishan).... step said "OH MY GOD WHY IS THERE A TRAIN THERE!!!"... den for about a nano-second we both stunned. "EH U WANNA RUN OR NOT" i screamed at her..... without even waiting for her answer I CHIONG LIKE A CHINAMAN ON STERIODS with a child lagging behind me. SO FUNNY PLEASE!!! both laugh like mad in the train. other than that it was a pretty lame friday nite cos there was no alcohol involved.

Went to watch iron man with carol weiwei and qy. quite nice... but sequels are never nicer than the originals.... since it was still early, we went to timbre to eat and drink cos its happy hour YAY!!! pent up frustration on friday released on sat. LOVES IT. ALCOHOL!!! went for desserts at cedele and then went home to get the car to go for a spin. i think i am a damn good driver.... even thou i havent driven a car regularly in YEARS. but somehow i still dun like the idea of driving. i rather take a cab and sleep in it.

OK THATS IT. GONNA DANCE AGAIN NEXT WEEK. see how it goes.....  BYE BYE!!

HOLY SHIZZBALLSS!!!!

Can i just say that i am jizzin' in my pants right now with the release of this poster. It is finally happening. 10 years in the making. Totally cant wait. *screamssssss (pun intended) in delight

i am human

i make mistakes
i am human
i am human
i am human

gotta love this

It's the first time....

the accumulation of work, the sudden increase in workload, the i-dunno-where-the-hell-to-get-this-info-from-but-i-need-it-now panic attacks. i literally could not concentrate for about 30mins. my head was in a whirlwind of i'm-so-dead and stab-me-now thoughts. i got so afraid of hearing my phone ring. everyone suddenly wants work from me which i cannot for the love of god, produce. there isnt any to-do-list anymore.... cos everything seems to be priority number 1. for that 30mins, i had a massive headache. i stood up, i walked ard. i didnt know what to do and i was this close to bursting out in tears.

can i just say. fuck work. all i wanna do now is eat my macadamia nut brittle..... and oh yeah. no alcohol tonite.

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ladies and gents. i only have 2 hands, 2 legs, 1 brain and 9 hours at work. u cant expect me to work beyond those limits.

and i also have a life outside of work. deal with it.

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Here we go again!

i knew shit was coming at work. but i didnt expect it to come so quickly. everyday was spent trying to answer emails, trying to get figures for different people, seiving thru files for information i've never seen before, thinking of ways to get them faster, easier. by the time i am done replying emails, its time to go home and i dun even have time to do my proper work. i even brought home a file to read thru cos i dunn wtf is going on.....haih. sibei sian. And its not helping that some other people are totally playing taichi and asking me to do things which i am not supposed to be doing. please take some responsibility, u earn more than me so kindly do the same proportion of work that entitles ur to ur pay. thank u very much.

The weekend was alright i suppose. today marks the 8th day i've been drinking consecutively. Acoholics count their number of sober days. i count those where i am intoxicated. gotta love that. had a great time with ah wei last nite. Caught Mao's Last Dancer.... totally inspirated to dance ballet.....and then realising that i am probably too old. DAMMIT. my mama shud have just sent me for ballet classes when i was young cos piano is just TOO BORING. yeah nothing much to update.

yay saturday is may day... dad's going malaysia to visit my aunt and mama's gonna go stay with my aunt's for the weekend. have the house to myself budden everyone is having exams. so sad.  looks like its gonna be me entertaining myself with lots of boooooze. oh and yes....one day off in lieu. so happy pls.

pretty bored nowadays..... COME TALK TO ME IF U ARE ONLINE!!!
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wooohoooo my sis and brother in law are going australia for holiday for 10 over days so i get to use their car!!! ahahaha. Now i can help alexis bitch move house. u better buy me booze u biatch.

All signs are pointing towards

receiving some good news in May/June. Hopefully i'm not counting ma chickens before the eggs hatch.... dun wanna jinx it. Any good news now would be nice, a perk me up to an otherwise dismal first quarter into the new year.

PLEASE LET THIS BE TRUE.

Things to buy

1. undies
2. brown working shoes
3. white work shirt
4. headphones for mp3 player
5. manbag spotted at raffles place
6. vodka, southern comfort, rum, tequila
7. work pants?

and i totally went to the gym just now. cos i am determined to get back into shape and my gymming schedule. so proud of myself pls. but my knees and ankles are giving way again... maybe i shud stick to just weights.... hmmmmmmmm

dead meat

before i start anything.... i received an sms first thing in the morning. MY BOSS GAVE BIRTH. fml. cos that means i amthe next most "experienced" person in my dept (althou not in rank) and i am probably gonna die the next 4 months at work. a bit worried. but. fuck this shit i can do this.

so the past week i was back for command twice, hall and block. 2nd time i've done it. and it gets more boring each time i am back.... dun think i have a reason to be back after next year. if i am even interested the next time that is.

Friday went window shopping with khalid. and sorta decided we are going to east coast of USA for holidays in August. hopefully it comes through. god knows i need a freaking holiday stat. after that we went to a super dodgy bar which we left right after taking our drink and headed to tp for beer before going to Maxwell to eat ORH JIAN!!! damn satisfying pls.... i think i shud really get back to my gymming schedule now that DU is over. no more reason not to exercise... otherwise all these binge eating will just.... make me die younger which i already suspect will happen after 10 years. i swear.

Gotta go home early cos... i have public service swimming meet the next morning. wake up at 7am please... what the shitty shit. really itchy backside go and sign up for swimming competition. ma de. I tot all civil servants would be like fat and pudgy..... OH GOD NO SO WRONG PLEASE. the gurkhas from home affairs, the commandos and NDU's from mindef and then the pe teachers from MOE..... KNN ALL GOT ABS ONE PLEASE>>>>> i got a shock of my life. ji pai si liao.....sure kena thrashed..... hahahha.

i took part in the 50m free and 50m breast, banking on my youth and IHG experience to make me not look so malu. in the end i got 10th and 9th placing for free and breastroke, out of 16 swimmers... OK LA not so bad right..... mid of the pack. gotta love that. i've still got it ok..... not that old. go and buy 4d please 3183 and 4012.... my timings. hahahha.

went home and step came over to make her flirtinis and saketinis for the night's party..... and then the most gg thing happened. her champagne was rolling around in her car and i didnt know so it just exploded like a premature ejaculation and splashed ALL OVER MY KITCHEN CABINETS...... and my mother was right beside me witnessing this hot mess..... KNNNNNNN. 1/3 bottle of champagne gone like that..... wasted please. and that bitch left me to clean up the mess.... so sad. destined to be a househusband here.

went to nap and got a call from her to "go and get ready i am coming to pick u up in 30mins" it was 6 and we were supposed to meet at 745. KI SIAO so early please..... followed her to go find dwirty boy at swissotel. got free ice to chill our poisons du jour so not complaining. surprisingly we were on the dot, reaching Aromas of Inda at Novena for dinner with the 8gz people. and the rest were, even more surprisingly, not that late. yay. i influenced them to be on time pls.

We've always dined at western food places so we decided to be adventurous and try indian food this time.... i really loved the food at Aromas of India!! (althou some of them thot the spices were too strong).... whacked dunno how many servings of butter chicken curry and garlic/butter/plain naan.... and chicken tikka masala and lamb kebab and dunno what other meaty things..... overload. hahah. i loved it. SO WHERE ARE WE GOING TO NEXT TIME?! french/turkish/morrocan/ spanish??!?

after that huang alibaba, step and i decided to bring them to Marina Barrage cos they have never been there.... me too actually and i thought the nite view would be fantastic..... and it was!!! check out the view please:

too bad there were so many random people there.... still managed to find our own booth at the dam. whipped out our drinks and drank ourselves silly..... thou personally i would still prefer drinking in dance room. not because i cannot move on.... but because of the aircon, music and toilet. but watever. we ran out of drinks cos alexis bitch was so smart and brought along wine with a cork head but didnt bring wine opener. bitch. so we have to call it an early nite at 1130pm *so gay.... as the others looked like they needed some rest....(which in fact they didnt cos they went back hall and drank again WITHOUT ME. so sad.) can u say POTONG STEAM. totally lacklustre... and to think i spent more than a month planning this shit. bitches.

so yeah. that's it. over. to compensate the sobriety i was experiencing the entire sat nite, i decided to get my self drunk on sunday afternoon..... by myself. eating cashew nuts and watching tv.... it's 9pm and i am still slightly... light headed. gonna make me some drinks later again so i can sleep like a baby later..... get ready for 4 months of hell at work.

On a seperate note..... i totally NEED to go shopping. i need to buy new undies (cos the old ones are getting too loose and giving me wedgies).... i need new brown working shoes cos my beloved pointy pedros literally have a hole in the soles..... on both sides. so sad cos i really really love those shoes and they are no longer producing them. i can only wear them on days i THINK wun rain.... otherwise my socks are gonna get waterlogged. i am also still in search of that PERFECT white crisp long sleeve shirt which is going to give me more professional credibility. and also cos all my white shirts are either too old/stained/boring. FML. WHERE IS MY BONUS FARKING HELL.

oooh and i finally asked my mama if alexis can stay with us for like 1 week after exams. and she said YES!!!!! SO HAPS PLEASE!!! cannot take it. we are so gonna thrash my house cos my mama is going to malaysia the same weekend she is moving in. CANNOT WAIT. hahahhaha.

lastly..... yeah. ultimately, i love u, u bitch. falling to pieces indeed.....

i wished....

u come in a toy version so i can bring u back home.

alas.... it will never be meant to be.

wallowing in self pity.

A single man

That's what i am. cos without dance.... i have nowhere to go. i only have my frens to fill up the emptiness in my life.... was supposed to meet my scouty frens for drinks at Overeasy over at OneFullerton at 930pm on Friday.... since i had time to kill after work, i went to watch movie by myself first. A Single Man. How apt. I LOVED THE SHOW.... it was so stylised and i absolutely going crazy about all the clothes in the show.... afterall it is directed by Tom Ford, former head designer of Gucci. Gotta love that.

Took a bus over to Boat Quay and walked over to fullerton. god damn hot pls. i really hate to wear jeans. If i had my way i would totally wear dress shorts to work. Long pants are overrated. I tot it would be a short chillout session but it ended up lasting more than 3 hours. and most of us got pissed drunk by the end of the nite. I love overeasy.... althou getting the waiter's attention wasnt that easy... cos that place was PACKED yo... packed with yuppies, bankers. traders, everyone was dressed to the nines and most of them looked like they just stepped off the runway.... super glam pls. bitch i know why u wanna work at tp now.... cos everyone look so good.... Jurong east is just so...... tak glam in comparision. OH WELL.

Shaorong had his voucher to get a bottle of free wine cos his bday was last month. but we quickly finished it since there were like 5 of us.... i could easily finished the entire thing myself anyway. order some DELICIOUS nachos.... and ordered more cocktails. Coincidentally we met one of our scout junior who JUST STEPPED OUT OF HIS HSBC OFFICE FOR DINNER (at 1030pm ki siao man) so he came over to talk to us for a while and he commented that i looked exactly the same as last time and didnt look a single day older... FLATTERED PLSSSSSSS. i knew it. i always knew i aged like fine wine.... hahaha probably because i drink at least a bottle a week.... or maybe its because of the fast food i eat which is chockfull of preservatives so essentially i am a well preserved mummy. WATEVER IT IS i am doing it right so imma keep doing what im doing.

Shaorong met some of his frens who ordered another bottle of wine which they CANT FINISH.... so us being nice people, help them finish. then not enuff still so we ordered another beer. wah lao pissed drunk and damn shiokenehneh please, esp under the horrible weather.... And shaorong was so nice he foot the bill..... who says u have to have a vajayjay to leech on other pple hahhaha! u gotta it wrong man..... u just need nice frens. :))) okok but next time my turn to treat.... ah the circle of life.

did absolutely nothing on sat and sunday cos i have disgusting frens who dun ask me out. i hate it. hate it to the max.... aiyah what to do....

anyway F***Z** says

"you bitch balloons are so last season. get over it. *reowwww"
duncha think she looks just like a blowup doll here. gotta love that.

and im leaving u with proof that i have fantastic skin

the only downside is..... i cant fucking see my jawline. FML

Just get through the goddamn day...

"A few times in my life I've had moments of absolute clarity, when for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think, and things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived my life on these moments. They pull me back to the present, and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be." - George Falconer, A Single Man

Happenings in my life.... other than dance

Uh huh..... i do have a life outside of dance.... just that sometimes i forget about it.

I signed up for a couple of events for the public service swimming meet which will be held on 17 Apr.... haven't swam competitively since.... 2006. 2008 not counted cos..... i was banished to the non-competitive event in IHG. shit man a bit worried. Went to the pool to get back my swimming momentum cos i havent swam since dance prac started..... and my right knee felt so weak, like it was gonna fall off..... hopefully it'll get better.

Got to start writing the emcee script for my fren's wedding. quite exciting!! Also agreed be the emcee for a company event in May which i have NO DETAILS about yet. dunno who sabo-ed and nominated me for the role...... speaking in front of chairman ceo and 10 million other colleagues isnt exactly my idea of fun.... i'm just doing it for the one day off (they'd better) and the exposure.

Yeap.... no plans this weekend. ASK ME OUT!

DU 2010

ok so the day i have been practising for for the past 3 months is finally here. DU2010 Fervore. Final DU as students for Alexis bitch, CT maid and Bide parker. Awww shucks so sad.

Took half day leave on both days to perform. gotta save my leave. Really glad that my colleagues came and support me on the first nite. thanks guys really appreciate it. Now u know why i always go back to hall right.... not because i got no life ok. cos i WANT TO DANCE.

As u know i really hate wating... for anything in general.... so backstage was ground zero for bitching

CT "omg lemme tell u F***Z** is a bloody bitch.... she stole our balloons!!!"
CC *nods in agreement.... no wait wasnt that last year? sorry wrong gossip.

And the choreos of party in the USA were super dope please.... ALCOHOL BEFORE PERFORMANCE... like omg i trained them well. so proud. We have brought gg sessions to UCC. Gotta love that.....

YUM SENGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. gotta love the peektures.

Some group pictures before the final moment on stage

Always here by Peixuan

Party in the USA by Dismas Alvan Weijie!!

Owning the stage..... bitch please i've still got it

You aint see nothing like me yettttttttttt

With Elvina the tattoo goddess, my partner. damn cool please she has a tattoo on her lower back and thigh

Make me wanna say HEY HEY HEY

Body language com'on!!! So neat woohoooo hahahah

Put on my glasses yoooooo.....

Backstage peektures with some of ma peeps:

Bra Step and Bide....

I have no idea why but i really love this pic even thou we are not looking at the cam.... everyone looks so good here!

With the AA Whore

With DEO!!

Dismas Step Alexis

And with Dance Chair OLI!!!!! Good job Oli.... have a good rest!!

So what can we do after DU....... GG SESSION.... ok some people got really pissed drunk and emo but i was sober enuff to help clean the room.... see i am so nice even when i drank.

Yeah i guess GG sessions are pretty much over..... we started it and it has to end with us.... but ok i shall not be so negative.... we have to pass this on to the next gen. :)

So it's over.... DU2010.... practise 3 months, gone in 2 days. Guess that's the rules of the game eh? To the FYFs..... im immensely proud to have seen u grown thru'out the past 4 years. u guys rocked the stage the last 2 nites (as compared to UCC hall hahaha) and u shud pat yourselves on the back for the hard work put in..... this is only the beginning to the final end, u shud cherish the last few weeks in hall and be extremely grateful of the people ard u and the things u do. It is a rite of passage which u sadly have to go thru but give it some time..... u will be ok after a while :) Endings are also new beginnings. look forward to that.... :))

To the only one that's left, no one is abandoning u. No one wants to abandon u. It's just life.... in general. perhaps u will find a new found fren in the near future, someone who has a sucky name and u think is a complete loser who might turn out to be a new found best fren, a prodigy of sorts..... but in the meantime..... YES. ok i promise. if u choreo an item next year, and if i an not bound down by work, i will be back wholeheartedly only for u. even if the others may not be..... *huang aili do u get what im trying to drive at.

In the meantime, im just enjoying my bottle of merlot, facing the sad sad sad sad reality that i am going back to work tmr, or rather for the rest of my next 50 years..... and looking at the favourite picture of this DU consisting of some of my favourite people on earth, appreciating the wrinkles on face that didnt used to be there 5 years back... and uploading it to my mp3 as wallpaper

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Final days leading up to DU

THANK GOD (literally, cos it's his bday, i think. he has too many bdays) for a super long weekend. Thursday nite was spent with JIANG FUN, i mean zhangfan to buy the choreo presents. I thought it would be uber weird because i dun really know him but he turned out to be quite chatty.... bought a tshirt for wedgie and a cap for alvan..... wanted to get a bag for mas but the bag i wanted ended up costing 185bucks.... totally outta budget please. It was getting rather late and i had part 2 of a super haps nite and i really had to go.... so i left zhangfan to do the shopping another day (sorry mas if u dun like the present kill ur IC not me... and show me ur bag i wanna see how weird it is).

Part 2 of the super haps thursday nite, went to meet JP and Han at red dot @ Dempsey. Aiyah shuddap ok as much as i hate going back to that place, it still serves one of the cheapest beer. Havent met Han since St Regis las Aug and JP since that unfortunate Korean dinner. Was supposed to have more people but WATEVS pangsehsssssss. 3 person finish one tower WOOHOOO craziness to the max. They ended up talking about stocks and shares and shit which i had no idea wtf it was so i zoned out and drowned myself with weizen. Han asked if i want him to manage my funds..... tempting idea but.... i got to give it some tot for now.... certainly dun wanna blow my savings on something i am not even familiar about.... but the thought of winning some big bucks and getting my own place. omg so tempting pls.

Part 3 of super haps thursday nite, went to TP to meet step and her colleagues and she went completely crazy, left me alone with a buncha strangers and went to slut pls. SO SAD. but aiyah no problems alcohol cant solve..... everyone's your fren when booze is invovled. hahahaha. BUT of cause i had to call it an early nite cos..... the alcohol effect wore off and i had to be gay and go dance prac AGAIN on Friday morning. talk abt a buzzkill pls.

It was a good Friday and we had to meet back in hall in the morning for prac which went pretty well. Last prac was quite fun i must say cos everything finally took shape and we were so ready to perform..... couldnt join them for lunch cos i had to go temple to pray to my other grandpa.... den was super shag already cos it was SO HOT.... den we went over to my uncles place to celebrate his wife and my fathers bday (wah so many bdays....). Took a short nap while the rest were watching Sherlock Holmes dvd.... and woke up to the smell of BBQQQQQQQQQ OMG!!!

I really love bbq parties.... it's such a homey and cosy feeling althou its also sticky and sweaty at the same time. BUT WATEVER.... bbqs are the best things ever. and my uncle opened like 100bottles of wine so i got pretty wasted with my father and uncle and some other relatives.... i was never really close to my uncle when i was younger cos.... he doesnt really talk much and i dun really talk much to my relatives too.... BUT LIKE I SAID..... With BOOZE, everyone is your fren!!! IT's TRUE!!! (right or not dismas?) oh yes i kena arrowed by my own family to organise family trip..... FML. *bawls

Saturday went back hall again for PX's dance. FINAL PRACTICE!! :)))) met up with wei wei last minute to watch clash of the titans which was pretty goooooood. we had macs for dinner cos we were both kinda broke.... but after the movie we were both hungry so we went to kfc to eat winglets. hahaha. loves it. and then we bought beer and chill outside Cineleisure before heading home to sleep.

Sunday went to UCC to bunk in and do plotting and a UBER LAME tech run and yeah....... 24 hours to performance dayyyyyyyyyyyy.....

to be continued.