Woken up by a Dream

I cant actually remember the last time i was literally woken up by a dream... probably never. Which is why i was surprised this happened to be last night.

Basically, the premise of the dream was exactly the same as the wake i attended last night (my fren's gf passed on). It wasnt really a dream anw, more like a re-enactment... everyone was there, my frens, my juniors... even the positions we were sitting were identical... which really freaks me out.

Ok so, one of my juniors posed me a question... a question that i am not even going to repeat here (but it starts with "after all these years, ...."). At this point, in my subconscious, i was kinda pissed off that he actually said this in front of everyone... which was kinda rude and immature.... considering he was a doctor in training. (which pretty much tells me how good his bedside manners are)

I felt so mad, angry and embarrased in my subconscious that i actually woke up in cold sweat. Not good. I hate to be interupted when i am sleeping. And it took me almost 30min to re compose myself and go back to bed.

Moral of the story: i may look nice, and i may self deprecating humour and laugh off jokes that are made about me. But when a line is crossed, a line is crossed. No more Mr Nice Guy from now on.